Chapter 4

When I woke up my mother is not on my side anymore nor at the edge of the bed waiting for me. I got up and search for her, she's not on our bedroom even at the kitchen. When I got to our living room my I see my mother but my body won't move. My heart is beating too fast. My mind can't think of anything. I take three steps to her and I scream "Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!           My voice is wrecking and tears started falling like rain on my face. My mother is lying at the floor lifeless "Mother!!! Please!!!! Don't!! Don't do this to me!!!" I cried like a baby longing for a mother, cause it is. My heart is shattering into pieces my world is like tearing apart. 

I called my mother's name again and again and again, hoping she would open her eyes and tell me or promise me she won't leave me alone. My everything, my world just died. Half of me just died. Did I do something wrong that faith of my life is like this, I worked so hard everyday of my life just so I could improve and my mother would praise me. I know deep inside me she loves me cause if she don't she won't lay by my side everyday, she won't smile at me at every achievement and improvement I make in life.       "Mom please wake up for me and please don't leave me alone" I whispered at her holding her at my arms "I'll always listen to you and won't be a bad girl anymore please" "I am begging you mother!!!" I cried as hard as I can but she won't open her eyes. I checked her heart beat and pulse but none of them are beating. "Ahhhhhhhhh!!!! I cried and cried until my voice crack and my throat sore. "Mother, in another life and another world please be my mother again. I love you." I cried for hours with my mother in my arms and her lifeless.

Hours later am laying beside my mother I hear a horse running from a far to our House direction and stop and a knock on our door. "Miss Katharine! Are you there?! Miss Katherine I have words from my master it's from you and your daughter" My world started spinning and confusion begin "Miss Katherine all the people down town is already dead you have to get out of here Miss!!" I run through the door and shouted "Wait!! Help!! Stop please!!" I cried while shouting those words and  this is the first time I've ever ask anyone for help in my whole life. I opened the door and the face of the man was shocked and confused "Who are you?" "Am Miss Katherine's daughter" I cried while saying "Where's Miss Katherine?" I did not bother to answer his question "Can you see the past?! Do you have a power to heal?! Please help me!! I beg you" i can't stop my tears falling through my cheeks "What is happening he ask?! Why are you crying?" He ask "Can you heal??!!!!" I shouted at him "No why?" He panickly answered "My Mother, ahhh! Someone killed my mother!! Please help me she's in the living room." the man hurried to our living room and was shock and said "They already got here" she grabbed my mother "pack everything you can and let's go" go where "and where are we going mister?" "Just listen to me" he said while I can see one tear's of him falling while he was grabbing my mother to his arms. I pack everything I own my clothes, my bows and arrows, my mother's bracelet. "Can you ride a horse?" He ask "yes" then you'll be at the front I'll hold your mother, I'll just tell you the direction." we ride the horse faster I was impressed cause the horse is very last but I can't show how impressed I am because sadness fill me in. "How can you not sense danger and you just saw your mother's body at the living room" he ask "when I woke up, my mother is not on my side anymore like she always does when I wake up I search for her every corner of the house until I found her lying at the livingroom." My voice is shaking while I explained everything I can't explain any further. "Your mother must have cast a strong barrier so won't sense anything or hear anything around you." He explained "why would she do that, I can fight on my own, I can protect her. Why would she do that". The wind just blow my tears and made my eyes sore, how ironic. Am I not enough to stop that kind of faith. I want to shout and peel my body till it bleeds from the pain am suffering. My heart's beat make me suffocate. I will those people who killed my mother. I will not stop. Still how could she, how could she leave me like that, just how "How!!!" I scream while controlling the horse. If I don't and if I can't scream the words I want. It will only make me feel suffocating and how terrible I am. 

My mind is full of my mother's face smiling, I can't stop my tears from falling down even though I have to because I am still controlling the horse and riding it in front. Crying will only make my body weak. How I wish yesterday was tomorrow, so I could still see my mother's smile and her words comforting me. How I wish she would still path my head. How I wish she would still lay beside me when I sleep. How I wish she is still watching me riding horse while practicing archery in the woods. How I wish that I could still smell her cooking and taste it and how she would blush whenever I complement her about her cooking. How I wish I could still hear her laugh everyday. How I wish this would come true.

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