5th December, 2017

5th December, 2017.

In case I forget, I will pen it down.

I had a dream today. I don't really get sleep at night but thankfully when I did last night, I had a dream. I don't know who that person is and why I saw her in it...

I don't really remember the details of the dream but whatever I do, I'll just write it down. This is the first time I dreamt about a stranger. This never happened before, and I don't even know whether it's supposed to mean anything.

So it was a short early morning dream.

I was a student in it. A high school student. But the school wasn't anything like the school structure we get to see here in Korea. It was like the the structures we see in Oxford or Cambridge universities. The castle looking building. I don't remember which year but I would assume I was a fresher.

So I was seated in this huge hall which probably was the school's assembly hall. We were seated on the ground.

And surpringly, unlike my actual personality, I was a shy kid. Like, I had my classmates all around me but I spoke to none. I just chose to sit quietly and play with the strap of my school bag.

It was like I was watching myself on the screen...like, I was viewing myself seated quietly among a chaotic crowd of students but also feeling what the self seated there would feel. So to be more simpler, it was like I was watching a movie where I was the lead, and was experiencing everything that the character on the screen was going through or feeling.

The kids were really noisy there, screaming from one corner of the hall so the friend at the other corner could hear them. Some running around chasing others, some laughing at something they heard or laughing for nothing at all. Whispering among themselves, standing in groups.

And me seated in the middle of the hall where I suppose my class line was supposed to be seated, but instead were scattered everywhere except for a few who were definitely seated but in groups.

There was a stage at one end of the hall covering the entire width or that part, and standing on it was an old looking sister/nun. I think she was the Principal...wearing a white almost calf length dress which looked like a frock and the thing that the nuns usually wear on their head- which falls like a veil on their shoulder. She was talking to the teachers about how the hall was so noisy. The teachers all started to go to where their respective class lines were seated and ask one of the students to get their classmates in line. I don't know who our teacher was....but then suddenly a girl walked up to me while I was totally into examining the intricate thread work which made up my bag strap. She tried to call out to me but I was too out of it to even notice her standing in front of me. She slowly bent forward a bit and patted my shoulder. I looked up at her face and just got a momentary glance of it when she spoke, "you need to move up in front, the students at the back need some space to sit" and then suddenly I woke up.

I don't know what happened next. I just looked up at her and then woke up from my sleep. I tried to continue the dream, intrigued to know what and why did I dream about her. My mom once told me that when we wish to continue a dream we suddenly wake up from, then we must change our position to a total 180°. Like, the impression/indent on the pillow where our head was, will have our feet and where our feet were placed, we will have our head. But we have to do it instantly. I don't know if it works or not, I never tried to continue a dream before, but this time I did try.

It didn't work ofcourse...maybe coz after waking up from the dream I spent too much time thinking about why I saw her and who she was.

And it's strange that I remember none other faces. The other characters in my dream like the principal, the teachers or the students around me, they were all there but I don't recall what they look like. Infact I am damn sure I SAW NONE OF THEIR FACES.

Just her. Clearly. Though just for a short time but I do remember her face.

And I don't know her. Never seen her before. And the wierdest part....the people around me weren't Korean. And she DEFINITELY wasn't Korean. She looked like she would be from South Asia.

And also, like I said I don't remember talking to her in my dream but I know for sure the fact that she was a senior. I don't know how but I just do. She was in the sophomore year. And she was feeling shy while talking to me.

Again, I don't how and why I know about her feelings or point of view but I just do.

This dream doesn't really make sense but still has me hooked. I want to know who she is.

She could be an ARMY I saw in one of our concerts but then again, I look in the eye of our ARMYs so I would remember if I noticed her face in the sea of people. But I didn't. Neither do I remember her from my past, not even as a passer by on the road.

I spoke to Jin hyung about it but couldn't explain her face. I know the face but I can't explain it... I will have to sketch it in order to talk to people about her. But my sketching is not master level to make people understand that the round structure with these tiny ball kind of things are a face with two eyes.

I'm eager to know who she is, maybe the other members could have noticed her somewhere but I couldn't explain her face.

I really hope I get to know who she is. Even the continuation of the dream would work. Anytime. I just want to know who she is. Even the repetition of the dream will work.

When will be the next time when I get a proper sleep?

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