Episode 1

"his breath under my skin, the smell of alcohol reeks from his tongue. his brunette, dark eyes with a glance of stars in my drunken state. my vision gets smaller and his hands wander down my thighs.

"Does my baby girl want me?" his raspy voice whispered.

He runs his fingers through my hair, his head thrown back while my body sits on top of him.

The sound of loud music makes my head dizzy, colored lights flickering in the room full of people.

His breath tickles against my neck again, "did you hear me, hm?"

"n-no, i didn't."  i replied, forgetting what i just said. i bury my head into his chest as my mind vibrates along with the music.

His arms wraps around my waist as I can barely hold myself up. I was drunk. A little too drunk. My vision gets more hazy, my eyes close into a deep sleep while his voice becomes further from me.

as he mumbles in my ears, he picks me up with my legs wrapped around his waist and carries me away from the noise.

When I open my eyes, his back faces me. broad shoulders with a simple black tee. His body and head turns to me dazed with a small smile.

"are you awake now?"

I rub my eyes "yes, i am"

i straighten up my posture. my head starts to become painful, vivid thumps in my mind becomes louder. I sigh and lay back down, i felt heavily exhausted.

he climbed on the bed and sat beside me. "what's your name?" he asks.

"Cassie", I answer.

"oh, cute" he giggles.

"and yours?"

"Julian. my name is Julian."

"Nice to meet you, Julian." I slur.

it took awhile to adjust the headaches and foggy memories. i looked around the dimmed room and quickly collected my thoughts in high definition. "what are you doing here? in this room? with me?!"

Julian laughs and proceeds to hold my hands under the sheets. "you were drunk and fell asleep. i carried you up here, so it would be more peaceful. aren't i the sweetest gentleman?" he winks at me.

my suspicion rises into the air, "and we didn't do anything?" i raise my eyebrow.

"nope." he confidently says. "but we could've..." he frowns with huge puppy eyes.

i widen my eyes. "excuse me?" i abruptly move my hands away.

"i mean... isn't that the reason why you came here?" he ignorantly asks.

my cheeks blush, "no! just because i decide to attend one of these things doesn't mean i consent to doing anything more.." i hold the blankets closer to myself. "and just because i get drunk doesn't mean you can do anything you want to me. i'm not like that."

"so is this your first time?" he bluntly asks.

caught off guard, i didn't know what to say. "what do you mean?"

"your first party? your first intimate moment?"

my first party? yes. my first intimate moment? yes.

i scoff, "no. of course not."

"are you sure?" he smirks and leans in closer.

i move further away and push dangling hair strands away from my face, "why would i lie?" my heart begins to beat a little quicker, and my guilt begins to rise. it doesn't feel good to lie about such things.

"because you're afraid." he traces his fingers on my thighs. "you see.. a drunk mind speaks a sober heart", Julian starts to twirl my hair in circles. "when we were down there, your lips were already leaving traces on my neck. would you like to correct me if wrong?"

and i did that? no, of course not. he's only making up lies just to get under my pants just like everyone else. "i didn't do that", i tense up. "i don't do things like that, i'm not like you."

he squeezes my thigh firmly. "like me?" i quickly catch my breath, as i didn't expect that.

"well.. yes. people like you think it's easy to get anyone just because you flutter their hearts when they're not thinking straight."

"and i am fluttering your heart?"

"and am i drunk?" i protest

he laughs and slides his hands to places that makes me gasp for air. "wouldn't you be lying if you said you didn't enjoy this?"

maybe.just maybe.

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