When it all started! (Ch-4)

A/N --- It's the continuation of Neon's Pov from last chapter. And guys don't get confused 'Aron' is non other than 'Smith' actually I changed the name but in the description it's still in under preview . My apologie to every read for the sudden change of name.

Warning ⚠️( A scene in party has mature content ) If anyone wants to avoid it then don't read from where this ⚠ sign us starting till the end of this sign .

For all the mature scenes in the higher chapters as well as this chapter ,I will put this ⚠ sign at the starting of the scene and again will put this ⚠ this sign where it ends . So those don't like those types of scenes can skip those parts.

Ok now enjoy Ch 4 .

*Neon's Pov *

It almost took us full 1 hour to reach my home . I asked Ms.Alice to drop me in 5 minutes walking distance from my house . "Thank you so much ma'am for dropping me , but can I ask a favor from you ?" Ms.Alice looked concerned "Yes sure Neon " . " Please, I am requesting you don't tell anyone about today " . " You don't have to take any tension about it , I will not tell anyone " I can see a sweet and concerned smile on her face which assured me that she will not break her promise .

I began to walk toward my house but suddenly felt like someone put a hand on my shoulder, I turned around and got relief to see Ms. Alice. " Neon, I don't know what is going in your life or I will not try to interfere in it making you uncomfortable but I want you to know that if there is any problem you will also have me beside you . You can come to me anytime you want I will always try my best to help you " I felt tears coming in my eyes I hugged her tightly, she rubbed my back to clam me down . At last she gave me her number and left. She was always my favorite teacher from my nursery days .

I headed toward my house . I can hear the sound of music coming from my house , I guess the party has already started. Looking at my condition I thought it would be better to get in my room by window rather than going through front or back. No one knows that I can come out or in through my window, even I can got to rooftop through it .

As soon as I went to my room I heard my door opened. "Neon where the hell were you all these time and didn't I told you not to get yourself in trouble today " I turned my face around. "Whatever, our special guest for today has come , get ready and come down quickly. Neon keep in mind what we have told you in morning " My mom told in a threatening voice and left . I went to shower ,the fact that my parents were tence about our guest and not about me made me cry in shower.

I wore a long sleeve white shirt and a maroon blazer on top and a black jeans which was tighten to my skin showing my perfect legs shape. I tried to cover the hand print on face using foundation. I am not fond of makeup so I just put a simple lip care making my lips a little glossy and pinkish.

I took a deep breath and went down . I saw many guest were called in this party, then want toward my mom and dad who were standing with drinks in hand talking with a woman and a man . Then I noticed behind a pretty girl probably of my age wearing a gorgeous grown of rosy brown. She has a pretty attractive brown eyes , long eye lashes, lips painted in maroon color and rosey cheeks. If I was a straight guy I could have fallen for this girl but this is not gonna happen . When our eyes meet I quickly turned my eyes and went to my mom and dad .

"This is my son Neon , he is quite introvert but he will surely adjust with your girl " . " Wait why do I have to adjust with a girl whom I just meet " I didn't dare to speak it out . I can feel a eyes full of lust looking me from toe to head . "Hello Neon nice to meet you . Meet my only girl Emily ".I kept my voice decent "Hello nice to meet you all ".

" Let give this kids some time to spend alone. Go Neon show dear Emily our house " Mom told with a surprising sweet voice which I was unfamiliar with . " lets go Neon " I felt a hand pulled me harshly, I was going to tremble and fall down but I balanced myself.

" Where do you want to go 1st ,Emily " I asked trying to maintain my voice. " Lets see the guest room 1st " she answered in a play full voice. Who in the world wants to see guest room where there is library, garden and other places to see in house. I got nervous with her answer but have no choice . We headed toward the guest rooms .

As we got infront of the 1st guest room I again felt a pull but this time I couldn't balance and fall on the floor of the room . I saw Emily got inside and locked the room. A chill wave run through my veins as I saw Emily looking at me with lust full of eyes . I quickly stand up and motioned toward the door to open it . I failed to do it as Emily pulled me and make me sit on the bed . I got stiff when I felt her hand on mine .

" See Neon, I fell in love with you when I saw you on the 1st day at your house " I was confused wasn't this her first time coming at this house. I kept quiet to let her elaborate more at her point. "That day you was sleeping peacefully at your room.You were looking to cuite that I can't control myself from pecking your pinkish cheek . " I can feel a creepiness in her voice

⚠ Mature scene ahead ⚠

⚠ I thought it will be better if I tell her my darkest truth before she do anything worse. " Emily I want to tell you something, about me which you may not like but it's true " I stopped to gather my confidence and also to look at her expression.

She didn't changed her expression in fact she came closer to me almost like sitting on my lap and held my hand " Sure baby go ahead " . " Emily I don't like gir.." once again I was stopped in between my sentence but this time not by a slap but I felt a lip suddenly came forced on mine, its Emily.

She started kissing me forcefully, I pushed her and she pulled back. I took a breath and again started " Emily I don't like girls, I am a gay " I was shocked seeing a smirk in her face . Again she came close to me and leaning on me, she put her mouth closed to my ear " It's okay Neon there is no harm on trying " .

Then she forcefully started kissing and bitting on my neck , I tried my best to push her but it was shameful that I can't even fight back to a girl . I felt a sudden burning sensation on my right neck under ear , I am sure it's bleeding now . She now forced her hand on my chest and started to unbutton my shirt no matter how much I tried but I can't free myself by then she has already put her lip on mine and asking for her tongue to way in . Too much I can't take this anymore .

I got a plane , I parted my lips to let her tongue in and bite hard on her lower lip which made her pull away. Then I suddenly pushed her with all my strength and she fell on the ground with a loud noise. I can see her lower lip was bleeding. I didn't wait for her to stand up . ⚠

I ran out of the room and headed toward my room. " Neon wait don't go " I heard Emily shouting . I once looked back saw Emily rushing toward our parents. I got in my room and locked the door from inside. I was too frustrated, everything in my life is full mess ,I threw my blazer on the bed .

I washed my face and sat on the bed . I took out a photo frame from my drawer . I almost got chocked by the loud sound of banging the door. I heard mom "Neon come out , what did you do to our Emily? , Neon " really 'our Emily ' . No way I am going to get out but the way they were banging I was scared if the door got break . I went to rooftop from my window, no one will find me there cause no one know the way to get here.

I can hear them shouting but can't hear what they are saying. I know what I have done today will make my life more difficult.

I laid there holding the only picture of my lovely sister 'Lia' which I was successful to hide from my parents so they can't snatch it away. " I miss you Lia , why did you leave me here alone in this cruel world ? " This time I didn't stop the waters falling from my eyes ." You were the only one who understand and supported me "

The image of my dear sister lying in blood on the road after an accident ,left me sobbing alone at this cold night under thousands of stars . It was a incident 2 years befor ,then she was just 25 and I was 16 .

She went out after a huge and violent fight with our parents, I tried to stop her but she didn't listen to me and then after 2 hours we got a call from police that she had an accident and was spot death. "It was all my fault, I caused her death, I caused the fight between her and our parents, I am the one who should be death not she" .

I am out of breath, my heart beat is getting fast I am sobbing hard , no it's not the time to get a panick attack. I tried to calm myself down. At this point of time I started remembering when it all started, when my life started getting mess !

I was in standard 8, everything was normal and perfect. I loved my sister the most ,she also loved me too much. We were a perfect family. We use to visit parks every Sunday. I use to share each and everything with my sis and she never complained about me being talkative. She was the best sister in the world for me .

I also had friends in school . That year in standard 8 there was a new guy named 'Mark'. I and Mark really got along very quickly. There was few strange things I didn't noticed that time but I can now . When ever I went to hangout with friends they use talk about girls of our schools and locality but I never got interested in them ,I use to see around and find attractive boys but never spoke about it . It felt strange that they felt girls attractive and I felt boys but I didn't gave much attention to this.

It was almost 1 year and I don't know why but I felt something special about Mark , something more than friends. I was fully confused and didn't spoke about this with anyone not even my beloved sister.

I got sure about my feeling when we went out for camping. It was the last day of our camping we did a lot of activities the whole days ," Neon, being a boy you have this much power, what a shame!" I heard Krist saying but I can't protest cause I was unable to lift a caram board by myself.

Then at night we all sat around the bonfire, they were playing guitar and singing songs. Suddenly I felt a cold yet warm hand on mine ,I looked up to see Mark " How can be your hands are so soft, just like girls " I didn't know it was are compliment or a teasing but I blushed.

At night each camp was shared by 4 boys . I guess it was almost midnight I was unable to sleep, one boy was snoring loud , I was shocked by how can the boy near him can sleep so peaceful. I turned left to see Mark ,he was looking perfect ,so handsome I can't move my glance from him . Suddenly he shot opened his eyes and wad shocked to see me so close .

" Neon is there something wrong, why are you starting at me ?" . I didn't know what to answer but I told the truth " Mark I don't know how or why but I feel something special about you, someone more than friends " I told in one breath, I can see the shock on his face.

After that day we never talked, I was disappointed by me but was glad that he didn't shouted out this incident to anyone. But after one week when I went to school I could feel something was wrong . After 1st period in which I was sitting alone , I went to sit near one of my friend but he gave me a disgusted look and went to sit somewhere else. I got cleared what is happening when Mark came to me and told that he had announced to everyone that I am a gay .

Since that moment everything in my life changed I lost all my friends , Mark started bullying me with his friends and that day when I went to home I can see the disappointment on my parents about me .

But the only person who was still there beside me was my elder sister Lia. She fought for me ,she supported me , she protected me but at the end what she received was death.

"But you promised me to be with me forever, why did you break it Lia, why ? " I shouted out loud, I was crying to hard . I looked at the brightest star of the sky " Lia can you come back?"

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