When we were children, we said many things to each other, I fought with my brothers, we even hit each other. The truth is that we didn't feel any of that, we didn't mean it. We had to say it, we believed that the one who did the most damage to the other would win, and like every child, we wanted to be champions.
When we were teenagers we separated, each one went our own way, to discover who we were, what we liked, what we wanted in life. Each one broke down in their way, we cried, we smiled, we were terrible. And we learned.
We found dreams, dreams to live for. To be parents, to have our own family, to make things right and be better than our parents. The trades that crossed our minds were many: presidency, medicine, teaching, science, even just being revolutionaries. The road has been long, and it is not close to ending.
We found friends, you've never had something like this, we made them our brothers. We forget our own family and create another without taking into account each other. But we were happy, and as dad used to tell us: just be happy no matter what. We got selfish in a way...
But for my part I did other things, I read the dictionary. I know the concept of many words, and putting them together I learned to describe many things like how I am.
I am carefree, not indifferent.
I am romantic, not unrealistic.
I am free, not selfish.
I am patient, not mute.
I am humble, not weak.
I am complicated. I am sometimes told, I am sometimes serious, I am sometimes loving, but even if I don't hug my brother, I will kill whoever hurts him. I am like this, a work of art with bright and gray colors. And that is still beautiful.
Finally, we become adults. I must admit that we become adults at a young age, the world sometimes forces us, and perhaps we missed out on certain things that others had and we did not. But I know that I would never change what brought me here, because then I would no longer be me, and what I know would be the unknown abyss that the rest of society would make me hate.
Was I ever as innocent as a child? No. Did I ever do an exciting crazy thing as a teenager? No. Do I get up early? No...
Haha but my innocence was not ignorance, it was curiosity, and even being guided by it, I didn't stop being innocent, much less curious. My follies did not consist of escaping from home, traveling, or going to a concert, but of my writings, my humor and the way in which I decided to live. Why don't I get up early? The bed seduces me hahaha
But anyway...
You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough.
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