My world now

“JUST GO AWAY” my mum yells as she slowly forget about her only daughter and goes beck to her girlfriend.

I slowly walk to my room just maybe just get stopped and finally get the love i think I deserve btu it was useless each time i hope but all it does is show the childish side of me.

i open the door but then it shuts very loud like it shows the pleasure of seeing me in all this pain.

“Remember that you are second you kid” my mums girlfriend whispered to me as she slams the door to make it sound like i did it. I despised that women but all I could do is stay there and hope on day mum will get back to her senses and won’t be blinded by love.

After that i go and cuddle up against my blanket with tires in my eyes its hard to fake being happy when you life’s sucks at home my life at school was wonderful i had lots of friends now and i was happy but each time it gets closer to going home my heart aches and and my head starts spinning the only one that knows was its going on in my family is my best friend she is the best i sleep over with her a lot but now that it’s lockdown I can’t escape this dungeon.

I slowly sit up right in my bed and open my ipad it see a fan fict.

It might sound funny but this is the only way i can escape this horrible life i live in you might as why not kill youself well the truth is i have tried but at the last second i wimp out i do beat my self up about how childish i am but if you live my life you would understand. If you want to know yes i did have a good life but each time i get older its gets hard each time i wake up it gets hard each time it turns night it gets harder (you will find out why in my next book i will do)

I love reading seven deadly sins fan fiction it is one of the best i am reading one about me as the secret 8th sin and i LOVE IT if only I could be in that world but that was just one big silly fantasy i do right my own but mum found out and laughed at me and told me some stuff that I shouldn’t have listened but i did so I deleted all of them.

I love the friendship and the powers and the challenges and more that come with reading seven deadly sins. Usually i get a message from my other parent i find them very annoying because it just says the same thing “hay i hope your good keep going your doing great” and don’t get me wrong i love the message but she says to never text her so it is really just one sided.

But today it felt different everything was the same but then when everyone was asleep and i was reading my book a bright light came and then i was gone it was like a portal opened up and heard my call so now i was standing in the middle of a battle filled. right about to get hit by a demand.

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