Chapter 5

Y/n's Pov

He plants a soft kiss upon my forehead before he pulls apart and gets off of the bed. "You're so provoking, but trust me it's not the time yet, princess."

I frown as he says that, I've been waiting for this moment for a long time. It's been two years since we are in a relationship we did nothing other than kiss.

He's being so respectful and gentlemanly, waiting for the right moment. That's one thing I love about him.

"Joonie-ah, have you done it yet?"

He raises his eyebrows, I knew he exactly knows what I meant.

"Yes... But it was a one-time thing before I met you." He took a seat on the chair that was placed right in the corner of my room. He took off his jacket, leaves himself in his sleeveless shirt.

"But why you didn't want to do it with me? I'm your girlfriend, not a one-time thing. You can do whatever you wanted to me, I'm yours, Kim Namjoon." I sat up as I confront him.

"Listen, it's not I didn't want to do it with you, I want you to be fully ready for me, princess and trust me it's hard for me to control myself when I'm with you. Kissing or making out with you is not enough for me to feed my desire on you. I wanted you more, even more, than you expected, I just don't want to scare you and I don't wanna lose you because of my thirsty lust."

He explains and now I know how he feels about me. He wants me as much as I want him.

Besides, he's my first boyfriend in high school and he's my senior. Eye candy in school will always be the attention of the girls around him.

We need each other but it's not the time yet, maybe I'm too desperate to want him while he's trying to be a good boyfriend for me.

I should appreciate his efforts and stop being a pushy b*tch.

I pull up the spaghetti strap of my tops that was slipped off my shoulder.

"I'm sorry if I've been too pushy to you, I thought you didn't find me attractive enough for you. I do my make-up and always dress up just for you to look at me. Most of my friends had done it and they were shocked when they find out I'm still a ****** even though I got myself a hot handsome boyfriend."

I pout as he gives me his soft smiles. He's trying to tease me now. I was sitting there on my bed like a nice girl when he stood up from the chair and take a few slow steps toward me.

He gently grasps my chin, lifts my head to look at him in the eyes, and lows his body a bit.

"You are my smart girl, and will always be my girl. Nobody looks attractive other than you. I love you and that will never change. Never. I will spend my youth with you and we will grow old together."

I was caught off guard when he leans in for a kiss. On my lips. He's a bit relaxed than earlier, and I kiss him back with no hesitation. I trust him and I will always be his girl.

"I love you, Kim Namjoon."

"I love you more, Lee y/n."

"I got something for you, I asked my buddy made it for me. This is limited-edition stuff only one in the world." He slipped his hand into his pants and pulled something sparkling.

It's a pair of couple rings, one with diamonds and the other one simply plain. He slipped the diamond-crusted ring through my ring finger.

I can't help myself from chuckling as I slipped his ring through his long slender ring finger.

"It's so pretty, Joonie. I love it!" I've never been happy, not even my mom giving me a limited edition of expensive jewelry.

"It has my name, carved in the ring and mine have your name in it." He smiles.

"That's so sweet of you... You should stop spoiling me with pretty stuff, Joonie."

"I can't because you're the only girl that owns my heart, my body, and my soul. Besides my mom, you're the only person I am madly in love with."

It felt likes we were getting married. It's my dream to be his future wife. I want to wake up in the morning beside him, cook breakfast for him and kiss him goodbye before he off to work.

It was a big dream of mine. I wish I can stop the time so we can spend time together more and without anyone interrupting us.

...••••...

Our dream of living together does not work when on the next sunny morning, I heard the news that instantly broke my heart.

I stood right in front of his house, which had been burned and crushed by a flaming fire. I'm stunned, as I do not believe that he's gone.

This won't happen if he didn't refuse my offer to stay a night at my place last night, but as a gentleman he is, he rejected and worried about his mom at home alone.

"W-who did this?" I muttered to myself and my voice was trembling despite my effort to sound strong.

My tears did not stop flowing, I cried in my mother's arms. The warmth of my mother gave me comfort.

I can see his favorite old scooter laying down on the ground, burned and destroyed. Seeing that scene makes my heart break into pieces.

He spends all of his summer and winter vacations to earn money just to buy that scooter so he can bring me to the town from then on we don't have to take the bus again.

I looked around the residential area was filled with neighbors and also the police and paramedics. There are two dead bodies in place behind the police truck.

It was Namjoon and his mother.

"Eomma, who did this to him? How could they kill someone good like him? I just met him last night and we have a conversation together and I miss him already. I love him! Why did someone do this to us?!"

"Honey, the police officer confirmed it was an accident, nobody kills them y/n. Dear Jesus, please don't cry honey, I'm sure he wouldn't like seeing you cry." She says as she tightened her hug around me.

"What are you both doing here? I told you, Hyojin never told her about this!" Hard and strict voices come from behind us.

My dad comes to approach us and the bodyguards lead us back into the car. How did my dad find us here? I told my mom to keep it a secret.

My bodyguard, Seo In-Guk covered me with a black sweater when the paparazzi come near trying to take many snaps as they could. His leans tall body protected me from the maniac paparazzi.

Some of them asked my dad a few questions, such as...

"Did you get involved in this incident, Mr. Lee Dong Wook?"

"What is your daughter's relationship with the victims?"

"Are the victims one of your mistresses?"

"Mr. Lee Dong Wook, did you hire someone to burn down the house?"

"How can someone well-known and respectable man like you be involved in murder crimes?"

My dad stops and glances at them sharply before he answers all the ridiculous questions.

"I and my family did not involve any kind of crimes and my daughter was passing by coincidentally, she's a very sensitive girl, she'll cry if she sees this sad and pathetic scene. Excuse me, I have to go!"

With that, In-Guk drives away from the scene and speeds up as the paparazzi started knocking on the car window.

I was still in shock, hugging my mother tightly in the back seat in the car. I knew this wasn't an accident and it's too suspicious that the incident happened after my father met Namjoon.

Is my dad kill Namjoon and his mother? I knew he didn't like Namjoon, but I'm pretty sure my dad is not a bad guy who'll kill someone. Right?

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