I will decide my own life : 1

I always work hardest and give my best in everything my parents want .

They want me to top every exam .I do it .Always.

But they never give the credit for that.They don't ever show a slightest proudness for me .

Instead they always compare to me to my elder sister.They always make me small from my sister.

They don't know how hard is it for me.My sister is an somewhat more intelligent than me ,so she get more marks than me in every exam.

Also she is good at sports .But I am not .So she got a lot of praises for that.

She was an extrovert ,so she was have many friends and interact well with teachers.

It was different for me.I was an introvert and hardly had friends and interact with teachers.

My sister was perfect .So my parents also expect for me to be perfect.

But how can I make them understand I am really tiring my best?

One day,when I was in 8th class I was having difficulties in maths ,so I said to them for having tutor for maths

I thought it was related to study so they will let me do it .

But I was not allowed .They said my sister was don't have any tutor when she was in 8th grade .So I should also not have .

I was really shock .I realize that day that my parents want me to do whatever my sister do.

How ....I mean how can I make them understand that I was not my sister but I am me .

In 8th grade ,even though I didn't have tutor .But I tried my best .Without sleeping ,eating and forgetting to play ,I studied hard.

I top again.But all I get was a cretizim. My sister again get more marks.I really was sad.

Even though ,my parents compare my sister with me .I never hate her.It seems I like my sister very much.

She always comfort me after my parents scold me .

But the biggest thing happen was in 10th grade ,last year.

I was not able to top .I was always in second place.

I tried my best after the first exam .But the my competitor always defeat me.

I got a lot of scolding in that year .

In final exam,I again placed second .My parents scold me as always.

But that day,I really got angry .I for the first time,talked back to my parents .I said that I do really hard .Why they don't ever see my hard work?I studied without a break.I cried really hard that day .My sister comfort me .

I thought now they will understand my problem.But they did not .They said I am a cry baby .They didn't scold me very much.And the time I study is not much .

That day I understood that they won't look at my hard work .

So from that day ,I promised that I should be very much strong .Never cry .

I much study hard and show them that I can top my sister.Not for receiving there compliment but for showing I can.

Now ,I am my school gate.I went in.

I saw the notice board and went there .I caught my name in it and I got my class section.

I search the room and finally I found it .

I open the door and work in .I went to the last bench and sit there.

The class was really noisy .I look at the window and wait for the teacher to come .

After some minutes ,the teacher came and the classroom became quiet.All went to there own place .

The teacher introduced herself .She seem somewhat strict but a professional.

She call our name for today's students that came school.

The teacher call the name,"Sophia".The students turn their head here and there to see who that name owner.

And I raised my hand and said,"Present".

The students express their expression as they now note down my face and my name in their head .

The teachers call another name and all the students continue to note down their new classmate names and memorizing their faces.

While the teachers calling name and the students homework of memorizing the name and face,a bag flew through the window.

It was threw so slowly .So when it land in the floor ,it doesn't make any noise.

I was looking at the bag and then suddenly a human pop out of the window.

I was really surprised and was going to scream but he jump quickly from the window and press his hand in my mouth to stop me from shouting.

I look to him .And I thought of nothing but that he is handsome.

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