You are Good

Ehtaram,

Only because of them I have to returned last night, I will not leave this matter here. I was absent from the work for 5 days I have to return to my work, what else is left here to live for. After the end of this ceremony(Chaharam) I will continue my work. and find the culprit, and the sinner who make my life this hell.

First I want the pendent it's the last bit of blessing I have.

After the ceremony at lunch time I sit with Ahmad and Nargis, Ahmad is my cousin Nargis is my sister she was an adopted child, she don't know and neither I nor Ahmad telling her.

"From next time don't disturb my work," I said

"is it an order or suggestion" Ahmad said

"take it as you like just don't disturb my work" I reply

"why...." he asked calmly.

"where you were, when you were responsible for the pendent and their arrival" I questioned

"I know it's my mistake I apologized a thousand time and I'll also apologize for a thousand time if that's make you happy, you know I can" he said

"I know that will solve anything, that's why I'm asking to leave and don't disturb my work, today was an important event that is the only reason why I listen to you, don't think I leave the matter and move. I'm going for a walk before I came ..... LEAVE." I said

Nargis stand up from the chair and move to the door she didn't talk to me since the last 2 days.

"Take your stuff, don't leave any excuse of coming back" I said don't moving my position and gaze.

"Only you can make me come back" she reply the pain was visible in her voice.

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"not this time" I said after a long pause.

saying this I went to the gardern for a walk.

Nargis,

I was standing near the door unable to take another step, but what choice I have he thinks Ahmad is responsible for mummy not being found after the incident and father is not with us today because of him as well. he need to learn how to talk to others.

I was about to walk when Ahmad touched my shoulder, I immediately looked at him all surprised. He never been close to me even to consolidate me in any situation why now ???? what is he thinking.

"You don't have to do this because of me" Ahmad said

"what ?" I asked

"you don't have to leave this house because of me and my mistake." he said

"Why ?" I asked

"I know you believed I'm innocent....I was unaware of their arrival. ... I was at my office when I know I it was too late uncle was in hospital at that time. I am responsible for everything it's my mistake I should have been there to pick them from airport... I am responsible for your and his loss.... so please don't try to protect me or support me."

"You are good, I know you are good.... A friend, A lover , A teacher , and a good man, so don't blam yourself for fate..... We already lost our supportive pillars (parents). we can't stand a chance in this cruel world without you we will scatter without you, please... don't say things like this in future... please" I request nearly sob in between my sentence.

"okay just untill he learn the business and survival skills of this field ... " he replied and start pulling back his hand from my shoulder, he was facing my back, I turn and held his hand half way he was surprised and about to say something but i interrupted.

"I love you,Ahmad more than I can express...... I know this marriage is arranged by our parents...... basically for long term business profit....., but I loved you before that,,, (I start sobbing at that time and my grip on his hand got tighter) you know I loved you..... then why you are doing this.. why you don't like my presence,, Why Ahmad .... you were not like this before the marriage proposal if you don't like me I'll end this contract and marrige at the same time our company will compensate the loss I'll sell all my shares ..... but I can't stand this unfamiliar behaviour of yours ....." I tried my best to control the tears but at last they flew out of my eyes like Rivers and I began to sit on the floor holding his hand in my hands.

" hey ... shuu shuuu no,, my little naggi please don't cry.... since when you become so big" he sit on the floor and put his another hand on my head to comfort me. the more he was pating me the more I cried. After about 10 minutes I stop crying finally and looked at him he held my face in his hands and sweep my teary eyes with thum. I was about to speak again but the put his index finger on my lips.... I feel butterflies in my stomach and an electric shock run through me instantly.

he then said" go sleep in your room we will talk later, you are tired..... and about Ehtaram..... don't worry I'll handle him.

saying this he support me to stand and walk me to my room. I wanted this walk to never end but it was a fools wish. I go to my room and sleep with an unknown peace that he is with me no matter what.

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