prologue

Lu Xiao walk out of his house but before doing so, he look back at his house for the last time.

This house is where he continued his life at age of fifteen until now that he is already a twenty-five years old.

After closing the door Lu xiao turn around and meet the eyes of the taxi driver, this taxi is the one he called online earlier. He walk towards the taxi and sit at the back seat.

"are we ready to go now sir? "

the taxi ask, he don't understand why this young man said that he is leaving but he didn't bring any suitcase with him, even though he is curious he is not in the right position to know what his costumer personal life is.

"en, please just continue."

Lu Xiao replied, this day is his birthday and he decided to end his life as today is the day he also came to this world. Everyone think he is crazy but in his twenty-five years of living he didn't see anything that worth of living, all he could see is that continuing living is just making his life even more hard.

Ofcourse he won't waste his death so he decide to donate his whole body to the laboratory, he already made an appointment so all he need to do is to bring himself to the place.

Well, no one will think or will be worried even if he just disappeared since he is an orphan. His parents just died suddenly when he is ten years old, the rumours around the people who attended the death ceremony said that his parents were killed by the illegal organization related to their new project. His parents are new to business at that time and just started to make a deal with their co-business partners, after that he received a house at that time and they are just starting to build it.

Lu Xiao grow up then alone, he also stay away from his classmates, if someone want to be friend with him he will just leave ignoring that person presence, he did that at that time because he is suspicious with everyone around him until his age of fifteen came.

He decided to came out of his shell and will no longer hide but everytime he approached someone they will act like 'huh? why is he being suspicious lately? stay away from him! '

after that he no longer tried to find a friend and just continue what he usually do, when he graduated and find a job he became a slave of his co-workers that made his life even more miserable than it is.

suddenly the taxi stop, the driver look at the rear view mirror to look at the young man who's eyes are closed.

"sir, we're here!"

the driver said, Lu xiao open his eyes only then did he realized that he is remembering everything that happened to him to not even notice that he already arrived at his destination.

'is this what they called flashback before you'll die? '

Lu xiao though and smile wryly.

handing his payment before going out Lu xiao said his thanks.

Looking at the private hospital where he decided to donate himself Lu Xiao felt ridiculous, just to think about it that you even deliver your self to the door of death.

Walking towards it, somehow Lu xiao felt relief.

not long after a handsome man with white hair walk towards him, Lu xiao was a bit jealous after observing the man.

the man is just so perfect, his beautiful nose, his foxy eyes that seems to carry a lust every second, his brows that curve in like a sword but carry a gentleness with a naughty personality. his thin lips with a tint of pinkness, his perfect face shape.

not realizing it Lu xiao look at that man with full of jealousy that he don't even notice that he leaked out his true feelings, not noticing that the man in front of him was a bit stunned before curving up the corner of his lips.

Gu Han for the First time meet his ideal man but was stunned after seeing the jealous face of the man, he did not expect to receive a jealous from the man since every person he meet blush instantly and even act like they cant wait to pounce on him.

'he is perfect even his attitude, if he is into man I would be happy to be with him'

Gu Han thought and then ask the man.

"sir? are you MR.Lu?"

the man ask, Lu Xiao as if was struck by a lightning look at the man with a shock face. his heart beat so fast as if it will come out after hearing the voice, for the first time this voice....but then he remembered that this is his last day.

"yes, sorry for my rudeness. "

Lu xiao said with a smile. Gu han don't know why the man change his attitude suddenly but he don't care since everyone have their own way of thinking.

"then please, allow me to guide you to the... to that place. "

Gu han replied, for unknown reason he felt like he know this person.

arriving at the underground where they secretly do their dirty deal, Lu Xiao notice that no one's there beside of the two of them.

Suddenly Lu xiao was cornered on the wall by Gu xiao, startled Lu xiao place his hand on his chest, feeling the beat like drum on his heart.

"what.... the? "

before he could say something Gu han smiled and placed his finger on his lips.

"Mr. Lu, since you already made up your mind why not making a deal with me for the last time? " Gu han said revealing his foxy smile.

after that a new deal was made successfully after that Gu han made a call for investigation, to know why he felt familiar around this person.

the second deal was made for three hours and the first deal also finished after 4 hours successfully, the corpse of someone who's body full of bites marks lie there lifelessly making Gu han felt uneasiness. He felt like he seems to made a big mistake, a very big mistake. Suddenly a phone call rang from his phone, it's the detective. after answering and hearing what the other person said Gu han unconsciously let go of the phone while his hands were trembling, looking back at the lifeless body Gu han's tears fall down.

the only scenes he remembered before his world turned dark is where two children playing and making a promises.

'hahaha, catch me faster! han-han catch me! ' the cute five year old boy said happily while running.

'you promise that you won't forget about me okay? you are not allowed to marry without me okay? also your not allowed to find a friend beside me okay? " the nine year old boy said while tears are falling down from his eyes.

'sure I will back after fifteen years, if it's okay I will even marry you at that time hahahha'

the other child said jokingly followed by a laugh.

'then when your back, you need to marry quickly okay? ' the boy replied not catching the joke side.

' xiao-xiao, boys need to marry a girl. so Han-han can't marry you.' the woman said while wiping the tears of her son.

'han-han is lying! then I'll find my own wife then. mama, marry me okay? ' the boy said, then A laugh rang on that place.

'ayah, Rou. you should allow your son play with others often, look he is already nine but still so naive. '

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