Chapter-5

...It was around seven o'clock when Yoongi finally crawled back down from the roof....

...His high was fading, his back was sore and his phone had a million and one missed calls and unread text messages. Yoongi didn't read any of them; his mind wasn't ready to process anything yet. He just sat down on the edge of the bed and buried his face into his palms, overwhelmed by the thoughts that were starting to come back....

...He sat there for a solid fifteen minutes, trying his best not to cry, when a doorbell rang causing him to look up. He didn't get up right away, making whoever was at the door ring the bell again. With a sigh, the blonde made his way out of his room and down the stairs; he made it to the front door and opened it up to reveal a purple haired boy....

...''Running away from home again?'' Yoongi asked with a chuckle, trying his best to conceal his shaky voice. ''Bunny that's twice in one day, Yugyeom's going to kill you.''...

...''Why didn't you answer my calls?'' Jungkook got straight to the point as he stepped inside the house. Everything was dark, for some reason Yoongi didn't turn on any lights when he was walking down the stairs....

...''Sorry, I just noticed them.'' Yoongi explained as he closed the front door then took the younger's hand to guide him up to his bedroom....

...''Where were you?''...

...''Up on my hiding spot.'' Yoongi explained as he led his boyfriend into his bedroom....

...It wasn't the first time Jungkook stepped foot into the blonde's room, just last week he lied to Yugyeom, saying he was going to sleep over at Taehyung's, when in reality he was at Yoongi's....

...''What spot?''...

...''The spot where I smoke my pot.'' The blonde chuckled at his own joke....

...''You're high?'' Jungkook asked, but he didn't need an answer to his question. He could smell the tiny bag Yoongi accidentally left open on his bed. He turned on the lights and looked at the older's appearance. His eyes were bloodshot and gaze was hazy, he wasn't fully down from his high yet....

...''Just a bit.'' Yoongi murmured. ''Why did you turn on the lights.'' He murmured as he turned them back off so that the younger couldn't see the state he was in....

...''Hyung... Are you mad at me?'' A soft sigh escaped the blonde's lips as he shook his head although Jungkook most likely didn't see it due to the lack of lighting in the room....

...''No, bun. I wouldn't let you in the house if I were mad.'' He explained as he pulled the younger into a hug. Jungkook instantly wrapped his arms around the older's neck and squeezed him tightly....

...''I'm sorry I scared you earlier...'' He murmured making Yoongi squeeze him even tighter....

...''Please text me next time.'' Yoongi's tone of voice was quiet and shaky as he held onto his boyfriend, refusing to let him go....

...''I will, I promise.''...

...''Did you tell Yug you're leaving the house?''...

...''I asked him to drive me to the bus station because I needed to go see Jin hyung.''...

...''And he let you?''...

...''I lied and said he had to talk to me about Tae.''...

...''Have you talked to him yet?''...

...''No.'' The younger sighed. ''Jin answered the phone, he didn't say much, just that Tae was in shock.''...

...''I talked to Jimin...'' There was a crack in Yoongi's voice when he said the pink haired boy's name, he tried his best to hide the tears that were building up in his eyes, but Jungkook could feel his shaking body....

...''Really?''...

...''Ye-yeah, h-he answered my call.''...

...''What did he say?'' Jungkook asked as he pulled away from the hug so that he was able to see the older. Although the sun already set, there was still enough light coming through the window for Jungkook to make out the older's face as his eyes started to adjust to the darkness. Tears were building up in Yoongis' eyes but he refused to let them drop, not wanting to cry in front of his boyfriend....

...''H-he's drugged up, they gave him some sedatives because he kept on screaming...''...

...''Oh my god...'' The younger murmured. ''Did he say anything else?''...

...''We just talked... I didn't really wanna ask too many questions... But he's not okay, that's for sure.'' Yoongi spoke, his voice getting harder and harder to control....

...''Who really is?'' Jungkook murmured as he wrapped his arms around the older again....

...''No one...'' Yoongi has been holding back his tears all day long, but as the younger wrapped his arms around him, he couldn't hold it back anymore. Tears started falling from his eyes as he hugged the younger back....

...Jungkook held onto the blonde, suddenly feeling a sense of guilt in the pit of his stomach. How could he be so selfish?...

...Although, he didn't like to admit it, Yoongi and Jimin were very close, and Yoongi has been making sure Jungkook was handling everything well, the younger didn't even think to ask how Yoongi was feeling....

...''Do you wanna lie down?'' He spoke in a soft tone as he stroked the blonde locks on the older's head. Yoongi just nodded his head as he let the younger lead him over to the bed....

...Jungkook sat him down then pushed him back gently making Yoongi lie down on his back. Jungkook kicked his shoes off and took of his jacket then laid down next to him, wrapping his arms around Yoongi's torso and hooking him leg with the older's. Yoongi pulled him closer so that half of Jungkook's body was lying on top of him and hugged him tightly....

...They didn't say a word for at least half an hour, Jungkook knew Yoongi didn't like to cry in front of people so he stayed quiet and just embraced him, his fingers traced circles over Yoongi's side to show him at least a bit of affection, while Yoongi let tears run down his cheeks, but he refused to let out any kinds of sobs or whimpers. One of his hands was around Jungkook's waist while the other hand was placed over his mouth to keep in his sobs....

...Jungkook didn't move nor speak until Yoongi breath was even and his body no longer shook. He heard the older sniffle a few times and sigh making him raise his head from the crook of his neck and cup the older's cheek with one of his hands....

...By now there was no more light outside so Jungkook had to guess where the older's lips were and hope he doesn't miss. He pressed his lips against the older's softly and lingered it for a bit before pulling away. He could taste the older's tears but he didn't mind....

...One of Yoongi's hands found their way to the younger's cheek and caressed it with his thumb....

...''I'm sorry...'' Yoongi whispered his voice still very uneven....

...''Why are you sorry?''...

...''I don't know.'' A soft chuckle escaped the pair's lips. ''When do you have to be home?''...

...''Yug said before nine.'' Jungkook spoke as he took Yoongi's phone, which was still lying on the bed where Yoongi left it and checked the time. ''We have about an hour left.''...

...''Then c'mere.'' Yoongi spoke as he pulled the younger into a kiss. Jungkook melted into the older's touch and kissed him back slowly and passionately....

...''Do you feel any better?'' Jungkook asked as he wiped the older's tears away with his thumbs....

...''Yeah.'' Yoongi spoke with a small nod....

...''I'm sorry I was selfish and didn't consider your feelings.''...

...''Don't, you have no reason to apologize.''...

...''I do, how could I forget that you and Jimin...'' Jungkook didn't want to finish his sentence....

...''Me and Jimin?'' So Yoongi repeated it....

...''... You two are very close.'' Jungkook spoke with a sigh....

...''Does that bother you?'' Yoongi asked as he caressed the younger's cheek....

...''No, Jimin's with Taehyung now and I'm with you. I know you don't have any romantic feelings for him.'' Jungkook lied straight through his teeth. Of course, he knew Yoongi liked him. However, he wasn't a hundred percent sure he didn't like Jimin as well....

...''You're right; I care about him a lot. But you're the one I wanna be with, bun.'' Yoongi assured as he pecked the younger's lips again....

...''Hyung...''...

...''Yeah, bun?''...

...''Earlier today, Taemin told me to ask you this when I got the chance... He said I'll understand better.''...

...''What is it?''...

...''How did you and Jimin meet?''...

...''Oh...'' Yoongi sounded surprised by that question....

...''It's okay if you don't feel like talking about him... I just remembered that he told me to ask you.''...

...''You sure you want to hear that story? It's not the most... pleasant story to tell.''...

...''If you're okay with telling it...'' A soft sigh escaped the older's mouth....

...''You've probably heard at least one rumor about Jimin before, right?''...

...''I over-heard one about a party, I didn't believe it though.''...

...''Some parts of it are true... But it's what you think...'' Yoongi started. Jungkook rested his head back onto the older's chest and closed his eyes as he listened to Yoongi's calm raspy voice. ''I was a sophomore at the time... **** that was long ago... Anyway, Yug, Jooheon and I were at the party together I think the host was a senior. I didn't know his name he was Jooheon's friend. That party was chaotic. There were drugs, alcohol, people who didn't even go to our school were showing up. Some were fifteen, other twenty-five. I didn't drink that much that night, I was still fairly sober, as for Yug... he's gonna kill me for telling you this but... He got really drunk that night and hooked up with this girl but...'' Yoongi stopped himself to sigh. ''That idiot threw up on the poor girl as they were about to do it, so Jooheon and I had to take care of him. I left the bathroom to go see if we can lie him down to rest for a bit. I tried to find an empty bedroom, when I opened up a door...'' Yoongi stopped talking; Jungkook could hear his heart racing so he squeezed him tightly to calm his nerves. ''I-I saw Jimin lying on the bed... a few people, I don't think they were from our school, were in there taking pics of him, one guy was taking his clothes off, so I flipped. They were gonna beat me up but you won't believe who showed up to save my ***.''...

...''Who?'' Jungkook asked....

...''Jin and Namjoon hyung. Those people left afterword so I ran back to Jimin, who I didn't even know at the time. He didn't look like he was breathing, but his heart was still beating so I didn't know what to do. He was only wearing his underwear I figured he was drugged, so I dragged him into the bathroom and forced him to throw up. He was confused and scared; he started crying so we went to find his clothes. He was too weak to do anything, so I dressed him then took him to my house. I didn't know what else to do so he slept at my house that night. He woke up the next morning scared with no memory of the other night so I had to tell him what happened. He started crying and was too scared to go home so he stayed at my place the entire weekend. He was so paranoid and scared afterword, he cried a lot but I couldn't blame him... When we got to school on Monday, some dickhead tapped the photos of Jimin on his locker. Surprisingly he didn't take it to heart, he didn't take any of the comments he got to heart or at least he didn't let it show that he was hurt. We became close friends afterword, turned out we had a lot more in common that we would've thought... Today's actually our two-year anniversary...'' Yoongi's voice was getting shaky again....

...''Did you two meet on this day?''...

...''Not exactly...'' Yoongi trailed off. ''I don't think you'd like what today means for me.''...

...''Tell me.''...

...''Are you gonna be mad?''...

...''If you don't tell me, yes.''...

...''Two years ago today... I lost my virginity...'' The room remained silent for a while....

...''With Jimin?'' Jungkook finally asked....

...''Yeah...''...

...''How was it?'' The question caught Yoongi of guard....

...''What?''...

...''How was it?''...

...''You really wanna know how my first time was?''...

...''Well you know about my first time, since it was with you, I wanna know about yours.''...

...''Well... I was nervous, really nervous...'' Yoongi admitted with a chuckle. ''I was scared about hurting Jimin or doing something wrong, or cumming too soon, oh God I was terrified of that.'' Yoongi admitted making the pair chuckle....

...''Did you?'' Jungkook asked with a small smile....

...''It wasn't that quick, but it could've been better.''...

...''When was the second time you had sex?''...

...''Is this turning into some kind of an interrogation?'' Yoongi joked making the younger chuckle....

...''No, I just wanna know, I've never asked you these things before.''...

...''Alright I'll answer them but then I'll ask a few questions as well.''...

...''Deal.'' Jungkook agreed. ''Now answer.''...

...''Let me think for a bit.'' Yoongi joked earning a light punch to the stomach. ''It was with this guy I met at a party... Just a hookup... I don't really remember him.''...

...''How many people have you slept with?'' Yoongi remained silent, not because he didn't want to answer; he was trying to calculate a number....

...''Six-no...'' Yoongi cut himself off....

...''This better not be a two digit number.'' Jungkook warned....

...''Fourteen.'' Yoongi spoke up after a few moments of calculating. ''No wait thirteen, handjobs don't count.'' Jungkook remained silent, he tried to calm down, since he told his boyfriend he won't be angry, but it was hard to do so. Jungkook was easily jealous and just the thought of Yoongi receiving pleasure from somebody else made his blood boil....

...''Bun, please say something, I'm getting scared.''...

...''I'm trying.''...

...''Are you mad.''...

...''No.''...

...''You're mad.''...

...''Thirteen people?'' Jungkook repeated. ''Did you at least use protection?''...

...''... Most of the time...''...

...''Oh my God.'' Jungkook murmured as he buried his head in the crook of the blonde's neck....

...''I used it the majority of time and I promise you I'm clean.''...

...''You took an STD test? When?''...

...''Before we got together...'' Since Jungkook didn't reply, Yoongi decided to speak up. ''Alright, my turn.'' He spoke. ''Were you ever gonna tell me about the hookups you had with Taehyung?'' And suddenly it was Jungkook's turn to be caught off guard....

...''What?'' He was glad the room was dark because his face must've looked like he just saw a ghost. ''Who told you that?''...

...''Yugyeom heard you two one night.''...

...''****.'' The purple haired boy murmured....

...''Is it my turn to be mad?'' Yoongi teased....

...''Stoopp~'' Jungkook whined....

...''I'm kidding, I won't be mad if you say you two used to do stuff.'' Yoongi chuckled....

...''It's not what you think...'' Jungkook tried to explain....

...''Then what is it like?''...

...''I asked Tae to kiss me.'' Jungkook explained....

...''What? Why?''...

...''We were drunk and we were talking about how you might like me and suddenly I realized that I don't even know how to kiss so I asked him to teach me so that if you actually did try anything I wouldn't embarrass myself.''...

...''Well that's pretty stupid.'' Yoongi teased earning another smack....

...''Don't make fun of me.'' Jungkook whined....

...''I'm not. It's just that... You could've just asked me to teach you, we would've killed two birds with one stone.''...

...''What do you mean?'' Jungkook asked....

...''Well...'' Yoongi trailed off as he gripped onto the younger then flipped them over so that he was on top. ''You would've known for sure that I like you, and we could've done this earlier.'' Yoongi explained then pulled the younger into a kiss....

...''I'm an idiot.'' Jungkook joked then pulled his boyfriend into another kiss....

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