Episode 5

After giving much thought... I thought that maybe it would not be as bad as I'm thinking it might become... So I took the courage to start a new page of my love life..

I agreed to date him and we started dating..

We were happy.. We didn't have much conversations but we understood each other..

Everyone was envious of our relationship..

And I thought with such a peaceful relationship as ours we will never part ways and will be together forever..

So I was always at peace even if I couldn't see him or talk to him..

Things went by smoothly for about a year and half...

Then one day he suddenly got angry at me for hanging out with my friend.. he got angry because we had male companions...

And since I am kind of hot headed.. So I got angry at him for getting mad at me.. Because they were my cousins..

We solved out the issues about this matter.. But then again.. One day he suddenly got angry at me.. I tried to calm him down at first.. But he kept on blabbing nonsense like there were many guys who likes me or whatever..

So I got really mad at him.. As it didn't matter at all if we don't mind about the others.. But he wouldn't listen to me at all and gets jealous all by himself..

So I told him we could part ways if he felt so mad at me for some unreasonable reasons..

We didn't talk for days....

And then one of his close friend told me that he was just angry and couldn't really break up with me.. So I tried to call him one last time but there was no response..

I tried texting him too.. But still to no avail..

So I stopped it.. As I was afraid I'll become crazy like I was before.. If I try clinging to him..

Still I was hoping that he'll call or text me back...

I waited.... But it was just my wishful thinking...

So I thought I was just being stupid thinking that this time might be different..

I know he didn't cheat on me but still.. Leaving me after giving hope it's just too annoying... I didn't know what I felt at that moment...

So I just let it go without trying much.. As I was too tired of everything that was happening around me..

I thought it was the best for me to stay single rather than being in a relationship that wouldn't have any future..

I started having the belief that all of these human relationships are worthless as long as I have my parents I don't need care about other things..

So I just let him go without much hard feelings..

I thought it was for the best..

Humans are really selfish.. They just think about themselves more than anyone else around them.. Although the other person may care about them with their heart..

That's what I started thinking.. As whatever happened with me seemed this way..

But I just moved on with all kinds of thoughts gathered in my mind.. It was hard but still I have to live somehow..

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