Episode 1 I Don't Wanna Life Anymore

"Click" sound the door being closed.

"Haa until when i have to life like this.." She said while leaning herself against the wall.

"Tick..tick..tick..." tears came out from her eyes. Slowly, she limp on the floor.

"Hiks hiks...""huaaa.." she cried louder and louder. It's okay because she live alone in this big house.

"I..hiks... wanna die" she said while crying.

Chu Yanyan, 17 years old female student with broken home family background. She doesn't have any dreams because she know she can't be anybody. Poor learning ability, ordinary face, ordinary figure and don't have any talents. These things are enough for her to become insecure. Her parents divorced when she was in junior high school. Because of her coward personality, she got bullied since she was in primary school untill junior high school. Since her parents divorced, she has been living alone in big house. Actually, her family is rich , her dad, Chu Hetang is professor at prestigious university and her mom, Yan Wenran is CEO of a jewelry company. But despite that, she choose to live alone because she doesn't want to be caught between them. Sometimes her parents visit her and give her pocket money. They also arranged nanny to clean the house and make meals for her. This nanny only come at morning, afternoon and night to make meals and at sunday to clean the house.

And today as usual, she came home after being bullied at school. No one stand up for her because she doesn't have any friends. Who wanna be friends with a stupid person that ranked 30 out of 32 students. Other than that, she also has coward personality that can't defend herself. She only endured not crying in front of a group of female classmates that bullied her. But everytime she reached home, tears always falling uncontrollably.

When her parents still not yet divorce its the best time for her. Both of her parents love her even in primary school she got bullied, its okay because at home, there's still her parents that love her. She didn't tell her parents about bullying because she just wanna be happy with her parents. Nothing can't be more important than her parents.

But when her parents divorced, her mentality collapsed. Because the only light in her life dimmed. Her life become dull in addition stress about bullying at school. Her ranking dropped from 1st become 30rd. Yeah, actually she's not stupid, it's impossible a professor and CEO to have a stupid daughter. In addition to that in her childhood her parents arranged dance, piano, and vocal tutor for her. But because after she grow up, she doesn't pratice much, she become a little stiff.

Speaking of female classmates that bullied her, actually there's a person who exaggerating situation and instigated other classmates to bully her. Her name is Jiang Anran. She has beautiful face, smart brain but poor family background. Many males in Beijing Junior High School have a crush on her. She also popular among female students because her easy to approach personality. She envied Chu Yanyan because her wealth. Because everytime Chu Yanyan goes to school, she always wears famous brand fashion. While she have to work part time at bar become **********. Even after she works, she can only afford clothes and bag from cheapest online shopping because mostly of her salary spent to paid tuition fees and her family's living cost. That's why she bullied her to make herself higher. She wants everyone to see even though Chu Yanyan always wears famous brand, its not as beautiful as she is.

"i hate it.. why must be me.." she mumbling while crying

'it's better for me to die..'

'i'm tired'

After that she fell asleep in the same position, squat leaning agains the wall, while her head and her hands rested on her knees.

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