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In the morning we had breakfast together at the dining table, breakfast was provided with fried rice made by Mrs. Siti, I actually wanted to buy breakfast outside, it wasn't good. I was staying overnight asking to eat again, but Mrs. Siti forbade it, so I had to eat breakfast with a bad feeling.

I found warmth in this family, Mr. Soleh who likes to joke, and Mrs. Siti, who is friendly, makes the atmosphere warm, unlike in my lonely house, my father who is often out of town makes the house lonely. There is only my mother and I at the dinner table.

I asked where there is a rental near here, Mrs. Siti said in front of her house, there is an empty rent because the renter has returned to his village, I am happy to hear that, maybe I will rent while there.

I asked the price for renting the room per month, Mrs. Siti said one million, because the rent is complete with a bathroom, it's a bit expensive actually, especially for me who hasn't worked, but at least I have the money my mother gave me for the next month or two, before I go to work. can work.

I asked Mrs. Siti and Mr. Soleh's permission to rent the empty room, but Mrs. Siti forbade her saying I was too young to rent by myself, but I convinced her that I wanted to be independent, and in the end she allowed it because her boarding room was also close to Mrs. siti, I was taken by Mrs. Siti to have a look first, and it turned out to be quite comfortable for me to live in, actually I was afraid to live alone but what can I do instead of staying at Mrs. Siti's house, if Mrs. Siti's child comes home, where will I sleep if the owner the room has gone home, I also don't feel good if it always bothers him, I clean my boarding room with the help of Mrs. Siti who turns out to be the owner of the boarding room that I will live in, she also provides relief from payment problems, I don't like Mrs. Siti who is already too kind In my opinion, I intend to pay for my boarding room for at least the next month, with the money my mother gave me, but Mrs. Siti refused, saying, just buy the money first. the food and my needs, and finally I surrendered to what Mrs. Siti said.

Mrs. Siti also offered to teach me how to sew with her, and after I could I could work with her as a seamstress, I certainly didn't refuse, I was glad I could work with her. Especially with my two-bodied situation, it was impossible for me to continue my education.

I also told what I experienced, from when I was at Rio's p***** until my father kicked me out of the house, Mrs. Siti cried and hugged me, regretting my father's decision to kick me out without hearing my explanation.

I was also disappointed in the father who kicked me out without hearing my explanation, but I tried to understand the position of the father, who was tired of coming home from work and after arriving home, he had to hear bad news from his daughter.

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I live my days listening to learning to sew until I can, and start working, it's not easy for me to be the days, by going through pregnancy in the first to third semesters I still experience morning sickness quite resigned in the morning and after noon I excited to work again. I gave birth to a boy with the help of Mr. Soleh and Mrs. Siti at the nearest health center.

Aska is my son's name, I pinned my father's last name on him, because even though his biological father is Rio Anggara, he has no right over my son, because Rio is only his biological father, he doesn't have a lineage with Aska, because Aska is outside of marriage, so Aska only have kinship with his mother.

Even though Aska has a civil law with his biological father, that's why I didn't pin Rio's last name.

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After I gave birth to Aska, I changed my appearance, with a hijab and a syari robe.

Besides being taught sewing, I was also taught the Koran and wearing closed clothes, he said to avoid things like the past, and I confirmed it.

Now it's been 15 years since Aska grew up to be a handsome and smart boy, yesterday Aska asked me for permission to continue his high school education in Jakarta, because he got a scholarship at the best school there, he said.

I'm confused about what to do, how can I give Aska a boarding house myself in Jakarta, but I'm also not ready if I meet Rio again, what if Aska meets Rio, with their faces that look like areca nut in half, for sure. Rio can conclude that Aska is his child, if only he knew I was his mother.

But I also miss mom and dad, it's a lie if all this time I've been fine, I really miss them, especially mom who promised to follow me to aunt's house, if mom really followed me, mother would be worried because she didn't find me at aunt's house, looks like I really have to go back, if dad still doesn't accept me, at least I can see them from a distance, and a little about if seeing them is okay. It doesn't matter if I meet Rio that's up to you later.

I knocked on Aska's room, after hearing Aska's voice telling me to come in I opened the door to Aska's room, and entered Aska's room, Aska was seen sitting on his desk chair, I sat on Aska's bed and asked him.

"Seeing what's so serious" I said to him

"Looking at the school brochures in Jakarta," answered Aska.

"Do you really want to go to school there?" I asked

"Not really, if mom doesn't allow me, I'll just look for a school near here," said Aska languidly,

this kid is always like that when he wants it, aska never asks me anything, but he always tells me that his friend has a bicycle, has a cellphone, or whatever he wants, aska never asked me anything, but saw him who is always silent, and once he tells, I know he wants what he tells right.

"When does school start?" I asked him.

"Two weeks," said Aska.

"Well next week we leave" I said ba

"Really ma" Aska said in disbelief

"Yeah, let's get permission from Enin and Aki first," I said to him

Aska hugged me while saying thank you, I hugged him back and rubbed his back.

Mama will always try to fulfill your wishes, son, because you are the only priority for Mama right now," I said to myself.

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Don't forget to leave a trace, guys

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