Torn heart

Surely when love is not watered it dies down. I had tried all i could to make him mine.

Could it be he really was not meant for me.I could never take that he had to be mine and only mine. I would go to the ends of the world just to have him look at me like I was the only girl he ever knew . like I was the only girl he would ever need.

All along had watched how he looked at other girls, it was like i had hung a dark shadow above his head. He only found peace in my absence it took me too long to notice that I had lost his love. Or we could rather say i had railed to obtain his love.

I had always been the one besides him but just not in his heart. How i wished if I could know his thoughts. I wanted to know what I was worth in his heart. If he had a little corner for me in his mind.

The cat was now out of the bag i still could not grasp the depth of my predicament. I would still be his best option . Why couldn't it be me just why.

I had devoted my time , love money to him my every thing for his love but it still amounted to nothing i was still that gulliable person in his heart. I was too pathetic for him to give his love to me.

Could it be i had always been worthless to him.I was so devastated. Still i would not loose my pride.I was never going to drag my self respect for a man to the point of crying for him.

However i was more than ready to beg for his love. If he could love me a little I could have given the world to him. Infact i was in the process of transferring my empire to him. I could only see him Tinaye my worst nightmare, my biggest obsession. my only reason to live.

Klein had left i was still i drowning in my own sorrow, trying to figure out if i could have changed anything in all these years i had wasted on him.

Tears indeed may dry but memories never fade. My tears were still as wet as they could be and talking about memories. He was all I could think of.

Had anyone told me that I would be able to love again to laugh, live and enjoy life . I would have surely spat in their faces. The way my heart was aching not even a love doctor could heal this lost soul.

Time surely heals i remember my love as a victory , as an adventure. I thank him for not seeing my worth that allowed me to finally see value in myself. I was able to break through my shell due to him loosening his grasp from me.

He had freed me from his demonic clutches. Now he is one of my shelved memories. Now i wonder how i could have been blind so as to love him.

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