Past Relationships

He was telling me about how he met his girlfriend , sorry his ex-girlfriend So he met her at school, the same school we were studying last year after I joined. The school was a boarding school but day schoolers were allowed too. They know each other obviously but things started to go well with them at the school canteen, the girl was brave enough to give him a card, a very nice an unique one and handmade, i was told. I was soo curious cause I was fond of making things too, I am on the creative side but I didn't care to ask more about the card and he kept on telling about how things went after that. In conclusion she was a very nice girl, and they were each other's first and trust me it sounded beautiful, she sounded beautiful and he said she was the best and will always be and that just left a pain in my chest like you've been stabbed by something, okay let us not exaggerate you clearly know that feeling. But I shook it off with a smile, a weird one but not weird enough for him to notice.

Until they broke off and that was the year we first met the night after the movie. He told me he was not doing well at that moment and things just kept getting worst and worst for him one thing after the other and in my opinion on what he told me it was worst. If it was me I would not know what I would do. But he was smart enough to figured things out.

And she even wrote him a poem, a beautiful one too.

As for me I have had a crush on my classmate, a girl from my previous school. Since our classroom was small and our total students' strength was less we became close, close enough that we bacame close friends, we had alot of fun during breaks and school occasions, it was a good year I must say. I always wanted to kiss her atleast once and I even told her about it and on our last day of school we were hanging outside the school garden and she called me inside, as we went in I somehow got the idea of what we were gonna do. I got in close to her and things just came to us naturally. That was my first kiss and it was good and now me and my crush we are still in contact and we still boast about the days back then. We were still friends and I somehow was fine about it, things couldn't be more better.

I am still kind of questioning my sexuality whether I am bisexual or just purely gay, because I seem to want to date girls too but I don't know whether I could get it up or not and at the same time I was into guys too. But for now I am all about him.

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