Doubts

"That you talked to her, Maybe did even worse, I kept quiet so I could keep you."

It's been a month since i knew that Jack was cheating on me and lying to my face all this time.

I never told, asked or show Jack any signs that could make him think im being suspicious of him and i knew about him and Melissa, I showed him the same treatments and reaction like normal, like i knew nothing. Like a martyr girlfriend would do :/.

I have been observing Jack for a month now, and i have noticed things i haven't noticed before, like;

-he would lie to me about having basketball practice and would force me to go home early and sends me text messages asking where am i and what im doing (maybe to make sure he is cheating successfully).

-i never checked his phone before but i noticed that if 'Melissa' would send him a message, he'll just look at it and put it in his pocket but when it's his friends or anybody else he will just put the phone on the table.

-he reasons this 'school projects' EVERY FRIDAY at Rex's house. (Im not sure about ths but it's really suspicious.) Idk what Rex's role in this situation.

I forced myself not to think about it all the time but, what i knew today pisses me off so much that it changed my mood just like *finger snap* that, is that Melissa and him are in the same class, same group, they have the same major subjects and to be fact THEY ARE ALL AROUND EACH OTHER ALL DAY! EVERY DAY! Goodness, I feel like crap. *Sigh*

*Cling* *cling* *cling*

"Babe, we'll be having basketball practice today, if you don't have anything to do, can u watch me play? :'(" -Jack

"Sure babe."

I went to the gym and it's crowded with people, maybe the players in various sports but why is everyone in the gym?

I sat down from one of the benches and i spotted Melissa with Rex sitting on the teams bench. Now this is new.

I just stared at them as I noticed Jack's running towards me. I secretly looked at Melissa, she rolled her eyes and annoyingly faced Rex.

What are you in the situation Rex?

"Why's the gym so crowded with players? " - i asked Jack the moment he's infront of me.

"Uniform distribution." -Jack

"Oh okay" -Me

"By the way babe, we will be at Rex's later with that girl beside him and the whole team." -Jack

He is pointing at Melissa and Rex. I looked at my phone to check what's the day today.

It's Wednesday...

I was suddenly nervous....

"What will you be all doing at Rex's?" - i looked at him.

He looked at me intently and suddenly smiles.

My hearts pumping so hard that i can feel the pain on every pump.

Why am i feeling ths?.... It hurts so bad.....

"Well, Rex is the only guy in the team who has a basketball court at home, we will be going there to practice but i dont think there would be practice going on, they were talking about Rex's new play station, i think they will all be playing that hahaha. " -Jack

Jack looked at me when he didn't hear me answered..

"Baby?" -Jack

I looked at Melissa while i answer Jack

"If you think so, why don't you just come to my house then?" -i looked at him.

He look at Melissa and looked at me. He laugh. Yes he laugh.

"Babyyy, that girl is Rex's long time girlfriend, they have been together for almost 3years now." -Jack, he's trying to say it like im being jealous right now.

The **** i am!

"I didn't say anything." -me

That explanation nervously came out like a shower of guilt.

"Oh, i thought you're being jealous. *Sigh* i wish you were tho" -Jack

"No, I'm not okay? And why would i? Should I be jealous?" -Me, sound suspecting.

"Ha? No. Nothinggggg." -Jack

There is though. Tsk.

"Can i come?" -me

I put my hands around him, hugged him and look at him with pa cute eyes.

"Woa, hold up, hold up, hold up, baby not that cute eyes." -Jack, trying to escape from my hug and trying to close his eyes.

"Come on, look at me, im cutie" -me trying to make a cute face and not letting go while using a baby voice.

"Nooooooo." -and he slowly hugs me back, means he's defeated.

And we laugh.

If we broke up... this is one of the things im going to miss so much, our funny moments....

He kisses my forehead.

"But baby, you'll just get bored there." -Jack

I know, im not going tho...

"Probably. Hahaha i have a lot of things to finish too." -me.

"You have? I thought you said you weren't busy :(" -jack

"I never said that hahaha. I was planning to stay just 20 minutes to watch you play and go home but they are having your uniforms distribution, so ima just go home." -me

"But i thought, you'll watch me play :( please stay more minutes, please just for one game :'(" -Jack. He's pouting.

This is my baby...... My baby..... Mine.....

"Fine, just one game." -me while gesturing *one*

"Hahahahahahhaaha iloveyou *kisses*"

I stayed longer to watch him play.

While I was watching, I couldn't help but think of what he said earlier.

Rex and Melissa is in a 3 years relationship?

Is it true?

Or was it an excuse?

A show?

Is Rex their wing man?

But, what if he isn't.....