My glasses

i never saw him for a few weeks now..we never meet , i don't have a chance to see him, in a few days i can still saw his IG account running active every day i just can't help myself feel bad...i never into him for such a short period of time..i never experience this before..my heart freak out everytime i go see him...

However, for any reason..i feel bad at myself for doing such stupid things i did for last few weeks..maybe its good for both of us having no detail's of each other...i never expect any in return...i guest we both are really in different world

But, at that point, i still wish he can see me...as how i use to see him..

I said..i want to keep him lifetime..but what if he never feel the same way, as mine..

I feel embarrass thinking of it, it hurts a lot, i feel like my heart slice into half...but, bringing myself from past, i wish i have a chance...

Being with my glasses, is the most special thing to me...having him, viewing my post, my shared even little things happen toward us..emotions making tricks again...destiny faith lend me to you...

After a a few days then...

I go out with my brother Uye to visit my friend Elijah 40meter away from our house... i went to hangout with her for a short time....

That day onward we have fun, we take photos every corner in a small place... after a while i left to go home, that day i post in my IG days photos, and in my surprise he message me for the fist time, he gather his pride and message me first for the first time...

My heart fluttered at that moment... something like i feel my heart raising its something to explode in a minute... after that i reply him back...

He ask me if somewhere who among them is me...

I said in the back.., i try making fun of him, but i close it and said.. i was there in the front... he heart my message and we start talking again..he sent me his cute pics.. and it pissed me more, i really want to hug him, kiss him..pinch his cute face, i feel my blushing face i clearly know..my face all over are read like a cute living tomato that moment i really want to shout to show my feelings however its dark, and already night its eithere i got hit by my grandma for being so loud or being pathetic in a crazy reason of mine, but my happy moment won't last forever.

However i still feel my heart raising fast... beating really loud, hard it is like something i never felt before..

Day after day... i'm really inspired ..i smile alot every single day..

It makes me happy all of a sudden, i already dream of him for a several nights .. and it making my face all over red..

Over a month now.. he still don't know me at person, however in a short period of time, my heart raising like it used to when i message him...

I promise myself not to expect something in return..i hope so, i wish somehow, i'll make myself into him like it used to be mine.

...----Sam----...

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