Yes.. I'm an Over thinker
I can't stop thinking for a minute
Why is that so?
Yes we still exist
Want to say something
Without any thoughts
You know that I can't
And after an argument
Thinking about it whole shit day
I did right?
I shouldn't have said that, said this....
Stick it on my mind
I'm so afraid of myself sometimes
If I say something to someone about it
They said ...
Ahhhh...
It's not a big deal
It's nothing
It's okay
Don't think too much
Why I'm explain to them?
It might be not a big deal for them
But for us.
It's really big deal
You were not in my mind
You can't understand our feelings
The way we feel
The pain we are going thought.
You only know how to judge someone
How to tell ooooh "you are so imperfect"
Can I say to you...
Have you ever seen yourself?
First see yourself
Don't judge
You can't say rubbish things
Only by seeing one side of story
And I know you won't listen if I say so
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My tears.....
It's the last time I'm crying
Always said this
I will take off all the things
After crying
Throw out~~~
My feelings
Throw out~~~
My emotions
Throw out~~~
It's all good .
I'm not recalling my past again
But the things around me is not alright
I'm not good
I'm at my worst
But I can't say all this to you
It's okay
It's alright
I'm good
Don't worry
I can say this to you
Gave a fake smile
And all will understand
People say,
What would happen to her
See she is always smiling
She is always happy
She is good
She never cried
I didn't see her
She is good
But they don't know
Why would I tell them
Why would I cry in front of them?
To get the sympathy
That fake one ...
They don't know
Why would I explain myself to others
I know they will judge me
I know they won't care about me
Then why would I??
I know they wouldn't understand me
If I say so..... 😔
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