the servants help them get on the carriage
and started travelling.
meanwhile
dead stare
why does it feel so cold in here.
this silent is killing me I should think of some topic.
so um lei xun ping right,… can I call you xun from now on.
if that's what you want feel free to call me that nickname.
dead Aura
(just a few hours ago you kiss me and now you're flirting with this lei xun ping or whatever his name is.)
um xing
yes suddenly smile brightly
u-um would you like to have a meal with me. I suddenly got hungry.
(did I see it right he has death aura just now haha probably I'm having hallucinations because of hunger.)
you're really inviting me to have meal with you.
look at lei xun ping. with a smug face
(huh why is he looking at me like that?)
(haha you probably thought you already win but he asked me for a meal how's that.)
y-yes of course we will have a meal together.
(what's wrong with him he's so hyper it's kinda scary.)
(sigh the crown prince is fooled by him he like the crown prince he probably thought that I'm his rival. but I promise myself that I will never love another man again in this life.)
back story of lei xun ping.
*lei xun ping is the first son of minister ping
he was so hungry for love by his family.
he was just 4 years old but was always compared by his stepbrother
for being not as smart and not as talented as his brother.
They always praise his brother but he always got scolded. even though he perfect his test,or always got praise by the teacher.
they didn't care, and always scolded him for not being able to reach the expectations from him.
he's mother will always whip him by a whip that made from a metal that has so many nails on it.
then he's mother insist on teaching him because she's not satisfied on his teacher.
she teach him a level of a grade 12 because she was so jealous of the son of a concubine.
she teach him all the things that could be teach .
until he's mother got a disease and fall into a coma lei xun ping was just 10 year's old*.
after his mother fell into a coma, his father send him to a boarding school.
3 years has passed and his family never visited him.So he just think that
if I beat my brother and be recognized by the top teacher maybe father and mother will love me.
then he met a man that loves him wholeheartedly.and eventually became lovers
he treat him better than anyone.he even tell him about his family treatment to him.he even said that he will marry him.
but that's what he thought one day he heard his
lover talking to his friends saying that.
he's a fool he really thought I love him he didn't know that I was just after his inheritance I just give him a little love and he's so crazy about me.and he even tell me he's life I don't want to hear his story but he insisted it sigh and I thought he was the favorite child but he's still useful if he wasn't a son of a minister I wouldn't give a damn about him.
lei xun ping then run out with a hurt face
he didn't cry but he feel so hurt of what he's lover saying about him, later in the afternoon he just act normal and he saw him waving so he approached him and break up with him.
he's lover cried and say that what did he do why lei xun ping is breaking up with him.
lei xun ping feel hurt in his chest seeing his ex lover cry but he was determined to break-up with him because he don't want to fool himself anymore.
I knew your plan I heard you this morning.
th-that I was just joking with them you know how much I love you for 3 years right you can't live without me I was the only person who loved you.
don't think highly of yourself thought that I love you too but i was just dreaming about it.i was so hungry for love and fool myself that I truly love you, it means that you didn't fool me I fool myself this whole time. and don't worry I can live without you I'm just 16 and eventually I will be a top scholar and maybe then my family will love me.goodbye.
goodbye I promised myself this morning you I will never love anyone except you.
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