Prologue

The wind was as strong as hulk's fist as it made my hair blown and messy. The beautiful scenery in front of me made me smile, bitterly. This was my dream place but not my dream people. The smile of the people in front me made me want to vomit. The wonderful lightning of the sun made me want to run away from them.

The anxiety i felt whenever people come near me was unexplainable and unbearable.

That day was worse in any nightmare. People are smiling but i felt like i was dying.

The unexplainable emotion inside me was about to burst, when suddenly, someone grabbed my hand and helped me escape from that hell, just before i was about to scream my lungs out.

He pulled me inside a small barn just a few meters a ways. He grabbed me on the waist and pulled me closer to him. I didn't know why the anxiety i was feeling suddenly disappeared. He looked at the people we ran away from before looking at me.

He was shocked when he noticed how close we were, he found my teary eyes and just stared at me for a minute, as if he could read my mind but when he noticed how uneasy and awkward i looked, he pulled away and just looked at down. I felt embarrassed because i thought i looked really ugly, but then as he opened his mouth and asked something, it felt as it the sun just smiled at me and the fear inside me just vanished into thin air.

"Are you okay?" He asked.

I didn't know what to say because I didn't really know how to answer that fucking question.

I looked at him with cold eyes. How could he have asked me that when i obviously looked like a total mess. However, when he noticed how uncomfortable I was, he grabbed me by the hand again and pulled me towards the garden, just at the back of that barn. Again, the beautiful scenery presented itself in front of us and it made me smile, though this time I felt it was genuine.

After a while, I noticed a butterly circling around the flowers. I began to walk towards it because I wanted to play with it, just like how i did it a long time ago, back when everything was still okay. Back when I was still okay.

I walked slowly and began to touch the flowers.

It made me smile as I saw the butterfly up close. It was so beautiful.

As I looked backed at the man who brought me here, my eyes widened in fear as I saw a man behind him, pointing a gun at his back.

Before the man could pull the trigger, I ran towards him as fast as i could and tackeld him, knocking him down on the ground. He look confused but I did not mind. As soon as I did that, however, I suddenly felt the heat in my body as the bullet that was supposed to be for the man who saved me started peircing and shattering my inside, killing me soflty.

He looked at me with a shocked eyes, I smiled at him and asked.

"Are you okay?"

He did not responed and just looked at me, shocked was written on his face.

I chuckled when I remember him asking me the same question just a minute ago.

My body went numb and my eyes is about to give up but before that happens, i looked at him one last time and tell him the thing that no one knows.

"My name ... is ... Elysia .. Callista.."

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