past memories

it has been two days since I last saw that girl , I can't get over it... it's stuck in my mind . all those faded memories of my past had come back to me. I couldn't sleep well for last days , because of that I couldn't focus on my work and so my boss suggested me to take a break and so , I did ... I layed in my bed . I tried to sleep but I couldn't as soon as I closed my eyes I saw those flashes of my worst birthday. I tried to meditate , jess once told meditation can help you in such times where your past is affecting your present . I sat on the floor , took a deep breath , I breathe out with a sigh , I closed my eyes, after a while I got lost in those beautiful ocean eyes of her ...

i saw myself at my old house ; at my uncle's house . I went in further without even confirming if I was dreaming or was it all just my imagination ?! I went in my old room saw myself standing infront of a full body mirror . the phone bell ringed . my old self rushed to main hall to get the phone , I ran behind him . my old self picked the call it was uncle Joseph's call , he said " Rayan ! are you fine home alone ???!" " yeah! I am a big boy now don't worry !" I exclaimed in joy . it was my birthday after all . it was my second birthday with uncle Joseph and not with my parents . well I had uncle Joseph with me so I didn't miss them at all !

I smiled looking at my old self , to be honest it was the first I had ever been exited for my birthday . the present me tried to pat my old self on the head . but my hand just past through it and then I realised I was dreaming . my old self hanged up the call and sat at uncle Joseph's favourite chair , playing with the toys . it was past midnight soon and also my birthday , there was no sign of uncle after a while there was knock at the door . I went towards it , happy , thought it was uncle . I was wrong , infront of my old self stood there a long police man with his cap in his hand and with sad face . he asked if there was anyone else who lives here I replied in a soft dull tone "no.." . after that I heard my door open and woke up from my dream

I woke up sat there by my bed . I heard foot steps coming towards me . I found it hard to move because I just woke up from my sleep and my body was very tired . I saw a shadow at my open room door . I almost had a heart attack thinking it's some murderer in my house , or a dangerous rober , the foot steps got closer and louder . my heart beat increased , I stood up taking support of my bed and quickly grabbed something to protect myself if that person tries to attack me .

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