Whatever It Is, Life Must Always Be Grateful

The next morning, I walked to school. I already remember well the way to get there, thanks to my sister too. Every time I remember it, I even know where the place to skip school is.

"Hehehe..." I said looking at the cat beside the school fence.

Maybe someday I'll skip school, like at my old school.

Suddenly there was a commotion from inside the school building. I heard the commotion, immediately rushed over there.

"It's not that she..."

"It's beautiful."

“As usual, she is so beautiful.”

"Did you watch television yesterday?"

"I watched it. She's really great, even though his competitors are also good seiyuu. But she can beat it.”

"Cool, right."

I saw some people were in the shoe locker. I don't know what they saw, but clearly, someone stepped on my leg. I wear sandals to go to school.

"Hey, you stepped on my foot!" I said.

“Sorry... She's really pretty, isn't she? I want to date him.”

"She?" I asked.

"That's it, Sakurai Mai. You don't know him?"

I was shocked when I heard what he said. "Sakura Mai goes to school here?"

I tried to see it but was blocked by students and students who also saw Sakurai Mai. This is really annoying, I want to meet her and see him in person she said she was so beautiful.

Unable to see it, I decided to go to class.

This is really crazy. Whether it's a match or what, I can't focus while studying.

“Alright everyone, turn to page 23!”

The first lesson is in progress, but I can't focus while studying, because I know that Sakurai Mai attends school here. Ah... I want to meet him.

"What is wrong?" asked Maeda who saw me lost in thought.

"No, nothing!" I answered.

Maeda looked ahead, then at me again. "How about a break I'll accompany you?!"

"Okay!" I answered.

Maeda seems to still want to take me around the school building. I don't know why she did that, maybe she just wanted to invite me.

"Hey, you two! Don't talk during class!”

"Sorry, Sensei!" I said.

I'm already proficient in Japanese, but that doesn't mean I can write kanji. This is really complicated to write. Many people say that kanji is an art and very easy to write. What easy! I can't write properly, this is so embarrassing. Kanji are art, but they're not that easy to write. Even I can't write it myself. I need a lot of practice.

I have removed 3 pages, but I still can't write kanji properly. The pages of the book were full of my scribbles, there wasn't even a single lesson note in it. I ignored the lesson and focused on the kanji I wrote. This is a bit of fun, because of the fresh morning air from the window beside me. The sun's rays blinded my book. I enjoyed it while scribbling the pages of my book.

Speaking of books, I once found a diary when I came home from school in middle school. The book belonged to a woman who had left it under her desk. I shouldn't have read it, but curiosity ran through my body. And I read it.

Tuesday, February 10

Jono is so handsome today, I really want to say hello to him. Her face is so sweet, maybe he can make me a good mother. I really want him to be my husband, I really want to. I don't care about his girlfriend, I have to be able to snatch him.

Wednesday, February 11

Oh shit! Jono walks with Sulastri, he makes me disappointed. I can't just do this, I have to make him my husband no matter what.

Thursday, February 12

I found a great place. It was a perfect place to take Sulastri there. I really want to take him to that place and torture him, hahahahaha.

Friday, February 13

I hired some thugs to be able to take him there. Even I paid dearly. Anyway, Jono must be mine.

Saturday, February 14

I managed to kill him, hahaha. This is so much fun. I will confess my feelings to Jono, ah... I can't wait to make him my husband.

Monday, February 16

I'll express my feelings him when I get home from school. I can't wait, Jono is so handsome today. Although the news of Sulastri has spread widely, they do not know who killed him.

Tuesday, February 17

I want to kill myself. Jono rejected my feelings, he even wanted to report me to the police for the murder of Sulastri. I want to kill myself!

I realized that I was late. The woman had killed herself in the bathroom a few minutes ago before I read her diary. This is really a shame, for the sake of love they are willing to die to be able to achieve it. If only their lives could be exchanged for my mother's, their sacrifice would not have been in vain then for them to die silly like that.

I also have someone to love, but I can't be like those who die silly to be loved by others. I love my family, even I don't want to lose them. However, if one day I lose them, I have prepared for it. If I lost them by fate, I might be as sincere as I lost my mother. But if I lose because of their will, then I can't do anything, because that's their decision.

"This world is really ridiculous, huh..." I said.

"Why?" asked Maeda looking at me.

"It is okay!"

It's a fact, they don't even think about the other consequences of their actions. 'Dead silly' was the right word for them. There are so many boys and girls in this world. It's hard to get other people's hearts, but while trying what's wrong with trying. Even if they are rejected, at least they have tried, rather than having to 'die silly' like that.

Maybe I haven't tested them yet, but I can still judge them for good or bad. That's a bad thing in my opinion. Yare, yare... so sorry for their parents. My only prayer is that they realize their efforts, even if sometimes it doesn't work out. May they endure.

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