What if

Does the love, in love stories or mangas and movies exist?

 does the love, we find and try to feel by watching and reading through stories really in this world ?

I guess, it is....😄

but....the paths

and the way it goes is totally different from movies

LOVE...

            gives us strength.....courage,

makes u more confident

but...

it also makes us feel.....

the anxiety,

the worry (weak)

the constant thought of nervousness of...

''what if....''

these two words makes the whole beautiful 'LOVE' into a beautiful yet dangerous word  'REAL LOVE'.

Which is totally opposite of any fairytale story that we used to watch to get yo know what love could be like,the 'ARTIFICIAL LOVE'.

In reality.....

Until when we didn't fell ......

its like being excited or confused whether we wouldn't fall or get that persom if we fall

but after truly falling....

But when we actually falls

we get happy...and nervous

that again we think

''what if its true love (what we call it.... THE LOVE OF OUR LIFE )or what if we stay together forever, how good it will be when we first see each other or confess....

''Will get blush when that person hold me?or i will faint from excitement ''

we start to build up dreams.

Dreams.... which are sooooooo beautiful for us that no fairytale love story, not a single book can describe.

But....

Every dream comes with a expiry time... we get to wake up the next day when the sun rises and face the reality.

those beautiful dreams ...slowly starts to get connected with reality as the expiry comes closer.

The 'what if' of those pure thoughts unintentionally starts to turns into.....

''what if we wanna,get together but not ppl close to us'', '' What if the distance between us obe day becomes sooo big that even if we want to we wouldn't be able to ger through it ''

''What if............''

again the 'what if'

but it would not be the,same innocent pure love 'what if'

the deeper u fall it starts to convert into the real love'what if'

Which starts to give us worries and makes us insecure and over protective to keep that word...MY LOVE with us.

We know there's gonna be thousands times more chances....of not having that love forever though we never wanna lose it....

cause its OUR LOVE

which no one felt but us....

We know when the reality of life will hit it and tries to cut the ties of that OUR LOVE with soo much more power thn that love...

But there is stilll one thing left...

''What if''

Which stilll gives us strength to stand firmly in front of that scary possibility of future...

''What if... we really did worked it out...... the dream which have only 1 or less percent of chances stilll made it.... cause no matter what , there is that 1 percent of chance for a reason''

.... that 'what if' again starts to make the reality slowly going back to dreams.

Until the time of the possibilities and dreams clashes and we both loved ones sitting silently and  shouting hearts..... watches ....the conclusion of the REAL LOVE.......OUR LOVE.

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