Savage Love S2 { Tsukishima Kei X Reader } Haikyu!! Haikyuu Fanfiction He changed

"I love you so so much"

His same similar voice repeated in my head

I was overthinking

maybe he didn't mean it

or maybe he did

he fell out of love?

As I kept thinking over stuff, home alone, late at night

there was a knock on the door

I sighed

it was Kei

not only Kei

i just knew it somehow

I went to open the door

There 'they' were

Two Random chicks holding my 'husbands' drunk body up

Tsukishima Y/n

Kei..

Tsukishima Kei

Oh it's you

He looked at me and drunkenly spoke

he then looked at the girl

Tsukishima Kei

I thought you said we're going to somewhere better?

he emphasized the better

the dent on my heart became bigger

I stuttered

Tsukishima Y/n

Y-you girls can leave him here! I'll manage...

The girl glared at me

Random Girl

are you married to him?

I hesitantly nodded

why hesitantly? i doubted us.. i doubted his love at this point

Random Girl

then please control your man! i can't believe I had to drive him here, I've been through it, he's been approaching me at the bar for a few days now

Random Girl

I'm not trying to **** a married man?!

I bit my lips and looked down, trying to stop myself from crying

With that she left him on the floor and went away with the other girl

they say, when people are drunk, their true feelings show up

I wonder if it's true

I closed and locked the door

going back, i didn't have strength to pick him up

I slept on the guest room ever since we've gon into 1 year of your marriage

yes it took only one year

for Kei to go out and flirt with random people and come back with random chicks

He's mocked me several times too

I always hoped it would be better

One day

but I've been holding onto false hope now that I think

I looked at Kei who was at the floor before getting upstairs to my "bedroom"

I approached him

he was sleeping

He looked so peaceful right now

he isn't ignoring me

nor is comparing me or screaming at me

Not right now

so I can admire him

a few tears left my eyes as I fought the urge to kiss him and beg for him to tell me what went wrong

but I couldn't do it

So before leaving, I put a blanket on him

i ruffled his eyes and gave him a peck

after so many months..

i stood up and turned around

walking back to my room to sleep away

hoping that the next day would be better

a slight hope was still in me

I laid down on my bed and closed my eyes waiting for the next morning

timeskip:: the next morning

I looked up from my phone to see that it's already morning

I haven't slept in a few days

i counted in my mind,

Tsukishima Y/n

💭3...2...1💭

I flinch hearing the familiar sound I hear everyday now

Kei screaming

about not getting breakfast as soon as he wakes up

i sighed getting up and walking to the kitchen

i have to make breakfast now

I flinched again as I saw him out the bedroom, looking for me

Tsukishima Y/n

💭 that's a new.💭

Tsukishima Kei

Where have you been?!

I sighed

Tsukishima Y/n

I was in th-

Tsukishima Kei

I DON'T CARE Y/N, I NEED FOOD BEFORE WORK

I muttered under my breath as i walked away

this was our daily routine

him falling asleep on the floor, i covering him,going to my room, getting startled by him screaming at me, i muttering as i make breakfast

i just made some pancakes left it on the table

I can't talk to him anymore

it's almost like i never did

because almost everytime we fought, we had to make up

but this time

we've fought everyday

he comes home with a random girl everyday

he changed..

or maybe

he was always like this

i got inside "my room" and got ready for work after brushing my teeth and doing my hair

on my way out, I saw Kei eating his breakfast

i rolled my eyes

well he looks fine

why can't i be fine then...

maybe

just maybe

i should go ahead

and do all things he does to me

just a thought..

I shook my head, walking outside and getting inside my car

i drove to my workplace

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Kei's pov

I saw as Y/n walked out the door

I slammed my head on the table

slowly tears made their way down from my eyes to my cheeks

what am i doing

I remembered Tadashi's words

"if you actually feel like you don't deserve her, then talk it out with her. I'm sure she'll comfort you and tell you what is true"

But it's too late

she already hates me

I can't even tell her

anything anymore

i wanna talk to her so bad

tell her how I've been feeling

that'd be wrong

i have to listen to her first

those eye bags

her smile slowly disappearing

i even saw her flinch because of me

it's all too late

i have to pull this act on going

i wiped the tears away

I looked at the pancakes

she hasn't eaten..

anything

i didn't see her eat yesterday as well

I put it in the freezer so she can eat them when she's back

I made my way out after locking the door

I thought

Tsukishima Kei

💭for starter, I have to let her know that I didn't sleep with any of those girls..💭

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omg okayy

Author

this was the first episode of S2!

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don't wrry! this WILL have a good ending :)

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thanks for reading <333