Chapter 2

My eyes fluttered as the sunlight hit my eye. After few minute of adjusting, my eyes wander around the room. It feel like, I was in a deep sleep. My head is pounding with the flashes of episodes coming back to back one another. I look at the clock beside me it's 7 in the morning. I check the calendar and gasp from shock, I'm 4 years back before I met Louis.

This time I will not do those things that I did before. But first I need to learn to love myself work on my self confidence, and mostly not to get hurt because of love. I have lost all the energy to love .

I put my feet on the floor and walk away from the bed towards the mirror and clearly look at myself. I guess this is the first time I look at myself as me rather than impressing someone .

Gosh!!!! what's wrong with my fashion sense no wonder why any guy didn't approach me. I got a nice face but never take care of it. I need to go to parlour and change my looks from top to bottom.

It's not like I had very bad taste of clothes it just poor sense of fashion. I have those clothes which doesn't suits me. But now, I have the knowledge of fashion that I had learn just to impress Louis in my past life.

Anyway first things first I need to change my wardrobe. I'm healthy but doesn't make me ugly. I used to hate my size in my past life but in this life I will take care of this body. It sometimes gets so difficult to love yourself because society expects you to be in an idol beauty standards. Let them go to hell. I'm a big girl, I have curves and I'm proud of that . I just have to do some good exercise to make physically fit and healthy. Thinking that I went out of my room.

It's so overwhelming for me to face them. I saw my mum cooking breakfast for us even though we have servants but my mum like to cook for the family. I couldn't help it and hugged her. My mum was surprised after all I never done this. "are you OK or does sun rise from the wrong direction" mum said. I virtually *facepalm* myself "mom I'm just hugging you" . "yeah... I can see that it just weird you giving hugs" ... I rolled my eyes ... well that's my mom sarcastic and straight forward.

My sister and father were having breakfast and I joined them. After breakfast I said to my father I'm going to join gym. After hearing me my sister who is drinking water choked I'm like 😒😒😒 what? .... My sister Ira " you gym ... 😐 that's new baby elephant "

I narrowed my eyes on her "you" and kicked her leg ... "Ouch!!!!!" she gave a glare "well good luck with that I'm going to school ... bye"

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So from next day onwards I joined gym, upgrade my wardrobe and went to parlour. I also joined my father's office after all I had done my graduation in business management and it's time to use it. I'm starting at junior position in the office. Nobody knows I'm the CEO's daughter. My father wanted to let me gain me some experience first.

It's being two months since I have been reborn. I'm doing my daily routine. Today was another day like any other but the worst thing is I'm so late for the office. I don't know why but I feel today something bad going to happen. Nothing is going perfectly since morning first my dress got ruin because the juice got splash that I was drinking which got splash on my dress then I got stuck in traffic. I went to my dad office with the papers that I need to give him. I'm his assistant.