The life

WAKE UP\, LOVE...... it time to start a brand new college life\~\~\~\~\~

Hmm... just 5 mints MOM...

"If you want pancake with honey  in breakfast you better be up or else you have to go to college having just a glass of juice" my mother shouts her lungs out from the kitchen

no...nooo I AM UP MOM JUST A MINT AND I WILL BE READY

I will never sacrifice my pancakes even for the whole world they are my first and most probably my last love

I hurried and dress up in my casual blouse and a nice blue jean which my mom pick out for me last night

"Mom my pancakes please " I rushed downstairs direct in the kitchen

"a sec baby "

"here...and don't forget to drink your juice too "

"yes  my highness "

she ruffles my hair a bit and we both laughed

"oh...no mom I am last " I started panicking

"hahaha no honey I may or may not set your clock 30 minutes ahead of time so don't worry " she smirks like she achieves some greatest medal

"AGAIN MOM" I wimp

It's her habit to do so when even I or dad have something important in the morning she always ended up waking us like an hour or more early

"Baby are you done, shall we lead to college "

"oh.. dad you are up "

"It's my baby's first day in college I have to be there for her "

"aww...Dad, I love you " I hugged him and felt like he is kissing my forehead

"uhmmm yeah I know you love your dad more but you guys don't have to rub it on my face " my mom angrily pout

"hahaha come here honey you are my only queen ain't you," my dad said and open his arm for her too

"yeah mom you are the one and the only queen of this house " I hugged them both

"ok  no need of that my butter ...let's head to college or you will be last for real"

"lets gooo" my dad sounds like it's his first day of college

 the car ride was smooth but my mind was so much in a mess

I surely am blessed with a lovely family but when it comes to myself I am totally a cursed one

I am so afraid of being judged and not able to stand on the standard of society in terms of beauty. Hell, some even call me I should be in a museum because I am the only mistake of God.

I am not like the girl in drama who just need a makeover to look beautiful or who need some branded cloth to glam up

I am one of those who are hideous for this society

Like I have small eyes with a potato-shaped nose and very big lips. but I don't understand why a human has to have big doe eyes, a pointed nose, sexy heart-shaped lips. I agree I don't have standard measures but you draw these measures I bet God didn't

"ALANA WILL~

"Ahhh...yeah mom why are you  shouting, you almost gave me a heart attack "I complaint

"Really my child are we going this way...I called you millions of times but God knows what you were dreaming " she fired back

"okay cut," my dad says so we won't argue more

"We are here honey go for it and have a great day" my dad wishes and smile his signature warm smile

"yeah go love and a great day and don't forget to call if something bad happened," my mom said and kissed my forehead

"Okay will do bye mom bye dad love you both, " I said and step out of our car to face 'the society '

Ahh...does just coming into college and passing school will change my life, I don't think so well if real life, not some fairy tale Good even fairy tales have a dark ending. But how gonna tell this thing to my mom she is just too excited that I am in college and a step close to meet my prince charming 'sigh'

I wish mom can see me as others do not as her child I hate when she talks about my bright future and a lovely family

Whatever Alana just be strong and ignore everyone, remember you are invisible

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