Author's Note

I couldn't possibly bring myself... I wished that it's not limited. Phone glitches and my access got limited. I have no choice but to do this. Rewritten the stiry here. New one... Nine Sacred Things: The Greatest Gift Treasures.

I.

There's no reason for me to do so? Nah! I was wrong. At least there's still gotta be a solution. A way to make and publish my favorite work here. I already told one of my chat mate that I won't publish it here yet ... I did.

If it's not lying then what is it? I'm writing here my regrets and apologies. I feel sorry. In another website I already published four entries.

Next update will be next month. On my birthday, May 18. So many hassle and difficulties. I lack motivation to but I want to come back.

The things I wished to do... I can't do anymore. Hopes and dreams were vanished in to thin air.

The only thing that keeps me hanging is the story I created. I... It's a fantasy. A dream to be somebody else. A great dream.

Here's a song I created about 2 weeks ago...

I wanna be myself, but,

It's so hard.

Can I write it?

Something free...

But why can't I?

In the sky

Is something sad.

It's seem heaven

Is on my side.

Chorus:

Criss crossing my life

Oh, where can I find?

A place where I can

Be myself, but

It's unknown

Where to really go

I leaned to myself

Asking what it's

Is this what I want?

But this isn't.

I wanna be myself but...

I lacked something,

I dreamed something big,

I dreamed something good,

I dreamed a huge success

And I... am that...

(end chorus)

I wanna be myself but...

Here I am

Still incompetent

Still crying

still weak and

Still running away

All my problems.

I wanna be myself but...

It's so hard!

Many restrictions

Are bringing me down.

Repeat Chorus ×1

I need to discipline

This raging heart,

This falling tears

This confused mind

This weak body...

Repeat chorus again ×1

I wanna be myself but...

It's so hard!

It's hard, it's hard, it's hard!

Hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm...🎶

Here's the music singing, though not good because the chorus are not included in the video but you can just cover it in your own but give credits to me.

The video.

Oh shoot! The video can't be pasted!? I'm sorry it seemed like I can't show it to you... Maybe maybe...

Ahaha that's it... I just writing nonsensical stuff here to fill up 500 words. The only announcement is that Heeds On Your Own Affairs won't continue yet, not now... unmm... maybe if I recollect my ideas of the story plot then I'll continue writing that story. I'll posted here a new story... And its already hot 4 entries in ******* app. If you want to read it in that app then go ahead! I would be more glad if you do so. But don't expect something big cause many typographical errors there. And some scenes... You might find that it's losing some logic. Ahahaha but I hope enjoy reading it!! Thank you and good bye :) *)

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