Endless Abyss
She said she is hungry... I order some food for her...
When food arrived i take it to her... But i couldn't find her...
I start to search for her... my heart is beating fast... i am praying she didn't do anything stupid...
I stopped at balcony and saw her sitting on balcony railing.... My heart beat skipped for a second....
It's 20th floor... and she is sitting there in open place.... her hair waving from cold breeze...
Noah (ML)
Ella what are you doing there ??
Ella (FL)
*Smile* Ohh you come...
Noah (ML)
Get down from there Ella...
Ella (FL)
Are you scared thinking that i will jump off from here...
Noah (ML)
*Angry* Stop Kidding and GET DOWN NOW...
Ella (FL)
I am really happy seeing your angry face...
Ella (FL)
Before i thought hundred of ways how we will meet again...
Ella (FL)
If we met how you will see me... Do you recognize me...
Ella (FL)
But every time i think i only saw disgust for me in your eyes....
Ella (FL)
But when we really met.. am happy seeing that you don't feel like that....
No never... how can i feel disgust about you... whatever happened to you... I am also the one of reason....
Noah (ML)
Ella we can talk about it slowly...
Noah (ML)
So just get down from there...
Ella (FL)
I don't want to....
Ella (FL)
It's really good here...
Please Ella get down... why are you scaring me like this... I.. i can't loose you again...
Ella (FL)
*Sad smile* Are you worried about me now...
Ella (FL)
But why didn't you give me a chance to explain that day...?
Noah (ML)
I... I am regretting it Ella...
Noah (ML)
From then to now... I'm regretting it...
Yess am really regretting it... that day if i give her a chance... maybe she wasn't ended up like this....
I am really regretting it
Ella (FL)
*Tear fall down* I never blamed anyone for whatever happened to me Noah....
Ella (FL)
But first time i want to blame it on you...
Noah (ML)
If you want... then you can blame me for all your life...
Noah (ML)
I will make it up to you...
Noah (ML)
So please get down Ella....
Ella (FL)
No... I can't blame it on you....
Ella (FL)
Because i was the one who push you to do that....
Ella (FL)
*Weeps* I... I only wanted love....
Ella (FL)
*Hold her chest* I just craved for love Noah...
Ella (FL)
But why no one give that to me ??
Who said that i loved you with my whole heart... But i just didn't cherish you....
Ella (FL)
I...i thought it's all my fault....
Ella (FL)
So i tried my best to make them happy thinking they will love me one day....
Ella (FL)
But what i get Noah...??
Ella (FL)
Do i really deserve it...???
Noah (ML)
*Tear fall down* No Ella...
Noah (ML)
You don't deserve whatever happened to you...
Noah (ML)
So please give me a chance... LAST CHANCE...
Noah (ML)
I... I will make it up to you....
Ella (FL)
You know you can't Noah...
Ella (FL)
I am trapped in endless ABYSS....
Ella (FL)
I can't get out from here...
Noah (ML)
Don't talk like that...
Noah (ML)
Just take my hand and get down...
I slowly walked near her offering my hand to her.... But she looked at me without any expression...
Ella (FL)
Do you know... that day at airport...
Ella (FL)
When you said that i come to you because you are my last option....
Ella (FL)
That's not true... I didn't come to you because you are my last option....
Ella (FL)
I come to you because that day i knew i can't live without you.... Because you are my only HOPE....
Ella (FL)
*Sob* I never stopped loving you Noah...
Ella (FL)
I couldn't stop it even when i tried....
I know Ella... I know all... I am the one who pushed you to this Abyss... if i hold onto you that day....
She jerks back... My heart start race from fear...
Noah (ML)
If... if you do something stupid...
Noah (ML)
I... will... not... forgive... you...
Ella (FL)
*Chuckle* Don't forgive me Noah...
Ella (FL)
That's how i can live longer in your heart...
Saying that she crawled back... I immediately know what she going to do next....
I run towards her to grab her
She falls back from there... I rushed towards her...
I couldn't hold her that day... but can i hold her now ???
Note : I am not promote any Suicidal thoughts... In your life never think about it... if you have courage for this... then you have courage for fight your problems...
If someone kills themselves means they are not ending their pain... but they are passing it on to who they leave behind...
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Sadhin Tope Sadhin Tope
sadhin sadhin tope
2024-01-09
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Rambabu Pachauri
it's so amazing
2023-09-08
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Holla Knight
Nice
2023-08-30
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