The "Breakup"

"Let's breakup"

That's the only thing that I said to my fiancee (well, now ex-fiancee) when I saw him having sex with his secretary after I went to his office to surprised him right after I got back from my vacation with my besties. I even bought a souvenir for him which is his favorite alcohol and dressed prettily for him. I look at my clothes in the passing mirror and I think that I look amazing. I wore a Chanel embroidered wool tweed light pink and gold, white cotton top, my favorite Chanel 19 handbag with my black and white Chanel with pearls. I feel that all of my time preparing and carefully selecting this outfit are ridiculous as he might not even appreciate it. (I just want you to have a clear picture of how she's dressed 😉)

I could hear him said something right after I slammed the door before I walked out of the building. I think that some of the office employees are looking at me with their questioning look as I stride in front of them. I could not hear anything at that time since I was spacing out. I know that my driver said something to me but the surrounding noises only sound like a buzz as I tried to not recall anything that I had just seen at that time. My driver take me home after I asked him to bring me back and he saw my pale complexion but luckily he didn't ask anything.

"We had arrived, miss" before he opened the backseats' door. I stayed inside the car for some time because I never felt that the distance between his office and my house are so short. I always thought that the distance are quite far but now that I carefully think about it, I might have just wanted to met him as soon as possible. How laughable. Pathetic. I might look funny in their eyes now don't I? *drip* my tears suddenly fall on my cheek before I wipe it off and alight from the car.

I dashes toward my bedroom and ignore the maids that was calling out to me. They must think that I am crazy at this point since I already throw my favorite heel away (I hope that it's okay or I would have cried again but for other reason). I didn't mean to be rude towards others but I need a space to think clearly and to calm down since I didn't think that I could be kind and amuse anybody right now. Plus, I just cried so I kinda feel embarrassed that I don't think that I could show my face to other people. How long has it been since I last cried. 5 to 6 years perhaps. I don't know. I can't remember.

"Arrggghhhh" I scream to vent my anger, frustration when I burrow my face to my small pillow that were at the coach and finally I fell down on the floor before I started to sob. "Why? Why would you do that to me? How could you? I give all of my affection for you? Why? Why?" I hugged my knees and silently cried. I sat there at the floor when my eyes finally rest on the painting that he gave to me when I finally turned 18. He told me that he had ask one of his acquaintance's friend to drew that for him. Although he didn't draw it himself, I just felt happy that he remembers and I keep it near to me even when I moved out from my family house to be independent.

I have known Calvin ever since I was young since he is the son of one of my maternal aunt's friend. I don't particularly have many friend in the past after my two older brother went to a boarding school in Country B. My grandparents thought that it would be nice if I have a male friend (they just wanted to substitute my brother since I often cried to my sleep). We grew up together and went to the same middle school and high school before we met Lydia (his now secretary and the one I saw him having sex with). Calvin and Lydia are in the same class and they are also desk mate. She often told me that Calvin and I look good together and that she hopes my relationship with Calvin will improve. And I naively thank and do what she usually told me to. There's this one time when she told me that if I studied abroad then when I come back, I can help him. Stupidly, I still did it even though my brothers told me that it wasn't necessary.

When I recall back to the past, it kinda looks like she is cheering me on the sidelines but when I think about it carefully, she is often by our side when the both of us are walking together even though nobody invites her. Is that her goal? To seduces Calvin but why? Well, why not? Calvin's family are wealthy enough. *sigh* I clear my thoughts before I overthinking about all this. "I need to calm down".

I pick up my phone that I throw on my bed before I switch on my phone. I switch off my phone so that I could give Calvin a surprise before I got surprise myself (in a way that I never thought before). I scrolled through my phone when I saw 6 missed call from him saying that 'he wanted to talk', 5 from my eldest brother asking whether or not I had arrived and 3 from my second brother who told me to rest before doing something. I told them (my brothers) that I would call later before I call one of my bestie. I take deep breath before I started to dial her number. When I place the phone next to my ear and listen her ringtone before she picked up. I started to say something first before she said something.

"Sierra, let's meet"

"...?"

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