Blood Stained Hands

The meeting with underlings are the worst.. I hate it...

I need a shower.. walking through this old dark building gives me goosebumps.. like so many souls around me ... in the dark... waiting for their revenge.. for taking their life....

I wanna run away far... change my self ... live peacefully.... without anything... alone....

He entered the shower

The water is cold.. but it doesn't matter ... I'm already dead and cold .... I can't feel my heart ... is it there....??.. who knows!!....

when was it?... my life became like this?...

Huh... it was because of that women right..... that women called mother... who sold me to the Boss..... does she know what I suffered all those years...

I was only 10... I did chores here at first... then I started fighting in cage from 15... at 15 .. first killing...

The last one was yesterday... a police officer.. right...??...

so much blood on my hands... i can't look at it.. it's filled with dark red colour..... I can't wash it away......

He saw all the Souls of the person's he kiiled looking at him pointing to his hands... ..

Blood flowed down from his hands.. even the water coming from the shower turned red...blood...

Rain closed his eyes ... emotionless... ..

I'm hallucinating.... I'm hallucinating...

he opened his eyes and looked around... everything went back to normal...

He went to his room ,changed in to fresh black suits..then went out ...

Boss where are you going? It was Jacob..

*I am going for a walk Jacob.. I will come back soon.. and I want to alone....

Then let's follow you from distance...

huh.. do whatever you like...

yes Boss*....

He is always like that .. over protective like a big bro...Why is he protecting me like this.. I need to ask him one day...

weather is nice... but why I feel I'm alone in the world....

He looked around there was no one there.. everyone disappeared suddenly... sky became covered in black clouds... wind began to increase its speed ... smell of Death got strong.....

again....again... I'm hallucinating again... I took the pills on time.. then why?......

he closed his eyes.. and took a deep breath... exhale and inhale.... Opened his eyes.. everything is normal...

The busy world... dumb people... selfish teenagers.... innocent children... nothing changed.... world is polluted.......

He looked at every one's hands... it was covered in black colour...

everyone has corrupted hands..I can see them clearly... it's not hallucination... it's because I'm the most corrupted one here... A man who doesn't have a heart... a name .. a choice .. a smile... a living dead..... thats me...

He walked to the banks of river and sat on a bench.. Jacob and two other thugs were following him.... they maintained a close distance...

He looked to the sky... and then to the river...

Its so beautiful.. the sky .. clouds .. river...their Colors...I can't take my eyes of them......

Yes right....I was thinking the same.. it's really beautiful today....

a pleasant and sweet voice came from his side

Rain looked beside him.. his eyes widened.. she was glowing like a beautiful angel. .. She innocenty smiled at him...

Hai.... I'm Liza....

To be Continued......

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