you do not order me

1 Prologue/chapter 1 

2 I love him a lot 

3 the slap 

4 waste of time 

5 Live 

6 I wanna love myself 

7 the mall incident 

8 panic attack 

9 hospital 

10 humiliation 

11 stop loving him 

12 leaving love 

13 your free 

14 kidnapped 

15 unbearable torture 

16 Pain 

17 don't hurt him 

18 Physical 

19 you love me? 

20 7 months later 

21 the interview 

22 the interview - 2 

23 surprise 

24 hidden skills 

25 I'm just... unique 

26 you do not order me 

27 Sharp eyes 

28 after I take care of you 

29 a very old scar 

30 panic attack 

31 I need you? 

32 run away from here 

33 Angelene Dallarosa 

34 The vow 

35 Kill or be killed 

36 The birth of Pain Philips 

37 let's hope we meet soon 

38 Come on, take me 

39 wasn't he the cold stone heart? 

40 I'm trying my best 

41 I need to talk to you 

42 your an absolute idiot! 

43 you can't be recognised 

44 she's Trish 

45 bad quality 

46 guns down! 

47 you deserve an award 

48 revenge is precious 

49 I can't risk your life 

50 your special to me 

51 I love you 

52 I'm grateful to have you 

53 stop the car 

54 be a good boy 

55 I'm the CEO of Crystal Corporations 

56 count your last breaths 

57 I need Nick! 

58 will you stay? 

59 I might not survive 

60 I'm sure about this one 

61 I don't deserve this 

62 main event 

63 you look beautiful 

64 why are you here? 

65 one.more.word.and you'll regret your existence 

66 stay with me 

67 Fredwick Ricks 

68 It was a mistake to love you 

69 I'm gonna talk to him 

70 my life is ruined! 

71 she might die there.... 

72 Thankyou Pain Philips 

73 ...don't leave me... 

74 Please come back 

75 I'm never leaving you 

76 You chose to attack my woman 

77 I wanna make new memories 

78 You're mine now 

79 she's mine! 

80 The dinner 

81 I'm taking back what belongs to me 

82 You're my way back to power 

83 I'm here now 

84 Epilogue/ I love you 