She don't want to bother him anymore,
she don't want him to talk just because of her madness
She don't want to be a second option for anyone anymore
She don't want to be a third wheel in someone's story
She learnt to be alone
She don't want to be a fu*k** play toy to anyone
She don't want to be a person who erase loneliness and others beneficiaries
She is even Ready to learn hard lesson instead of Wai-
She even cried harder in early morning under her bedsheet
She just don't want to live how she used to ...
She learnt that purpose of communications and people attitude for gaining their benefits..
She is now hating herself for being naive and got to born as this gender where mens used to see it as an object
When she knows his intentions she hating herself even more for her ignorance of reality and knowledge
She totally broken down when she knows what she is doing...
She has even took resolution over if she somehow misses him she herself going to give a hard task just as a punishment to not giving time to missing him..
She learnt that she is an individual who is having no one truer even they were close...
