I rewinded my memory to 2016. yes I was 15 at that time. Its friday and my school finished at 4 p.m. My dad picked me up dropped me at my Uncle's home. I was disappointed,Dad seen my face and said ' My baby I will come and pick you up when my job is over sudden call from my office so I am leaving you here'Play with your cousin okay. He take his bike and left. Play with cousin he is one year older than me ohh my daddy!!!
I thought in my mind. As I entered my aunt gave me water. I fashwashed and sat in the sofa. My aunt is a sweet creature I love how she make snacks and food deliciously and ofcourse she never scolds such a lovely person. And her son Yes 'My Cousin' he is school topper but me just a average student. He is not a shy person he speaks flowly and freely.Me too but infront of him I become introvert My mouth wouldn't open much to talk. Silly me! As minutes passes We went to his room he showed me his New mobile and its features I got excited listened to him as I was crushing him over in my heart and mind. Ofcourse we did not close the door as you all know we are kids. I am the only one who was tamed by him Not him 1 percentage towards me. I am not lucky to gain his attention it seems. He turned off the lights and kept a Video love song in his mobile as he says when you increase the brightness the quality of the video is different. Not me simping over him without even listening to him I watch him... His eyebrows, eyes,nose and smiling lips.He watched the song and I only watched Him he did not even notice I was looking only at him. With Airconditioner on we were sitting amd watching the song middle of the song my heart beat raised and there was Urging feel to kiss him. My mind and heart solely said me to kiss him....... continuesly I only heares kiss him kiss him kiss him you like him just kiss already me controlling it with difficulty it was first time feeling something like that. Fear came and spread to my hands as it showed a little shiver I just bite my teeth together fear spread and feel the chillness in my hands and heart beat raised as fast as it can.....
My aunt called me'dear snacks are ready both if you come and eat' Yes aunty I am coming I am hungry as I ran out from the room....... I thanked god so many times on that day. what was I thought to do? ........what would he think of me if I kissed him on that day? I would forever become a bad girl infront of him........
But at present I laughed How scared I was ha ha ha just because of that....
what would have happened if I kissed him on that day? share your Ideas my lovely readers..
