One day, on the 7th floor, looking down with the wind so profound, I looked back on the memories and the friends that I made. Crying family and the ones that we left behind, if I take this step, I'll deal with the pain of a thousand days in a single day of rain. What's there to fight in reality? What's there to fight for? Maybe a new day with the hope of another ray. I don't know about them, but it's a long way. Maybe I'll never get out of this dark pitch. Maybe sometimes we should ditch, but looking back again on the memories I made, not always good but with warmth in them, not the best type but with love in them. Maybe I had a harsh childhood or maybe it was just a phase. Maybe this will get better if I'm not with them. From losing loved ones to losing love itself, sometimes emotions can be a challenge. But now, there's nothing left of them. If I take this step, all will go away. Another day will pass where I'll be the biggest disappointment again. This time, I may not be there to listen. This time, it may make others cry because my tears dried up just like the blood in my veins. But remember, I didn't die today, instead it was the day I lost my emotions and days will go by. The people who cry will lose those tears. Maybe another day a new ray will shine for others. But then again, if one day I'll be a forgotten person anyway, why take this step when I have so much to say
These small words describe how fragile, hard, and sensitive life is. If you are going through depression, like millions of others, get help. Don't stay stuck; there's always a way, a shining ray. Find it and fight for this life, because there is a lot left to say.
Written by alpha
