I am a ridiculous person. Now they call me a madman. That would be a
promotion if it were not that I remain as ridiculous in their eyes as before.
But now I do not resent it, they are all dear to me now, even when they
laugh at me - and, indeed, it is just then that they are particularly dear to
me. I could join in their laughter - not exactly at myself, but through
affection for them, if I did not feel so sad as I look at them. Sad because
they do not know the truth and I do know it. Oh, how hard it is to be the
only one who knows the truth! But they won't understand that. No, they
won't understand it.
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