It was if in that moment, l could see just how enthralling she was. As if I needed glasses my entire life and now after getting and losing her, I could say she was the most beautiful women i ever seen in my life. It was a beauty that was too unique to not to remember.
She used to look at me like my mother used to look at my father. The look that she and my mother shared was equivalent to that of addiction that made me and my father feel- Feel HOPE, Feel LOVED, Feel DESIRE. But the time I released was too late to even regret.
I lose her; to my EGO, my CRUELTY, my SELFISHNESS, my ARROGANCE.
He was like a dream to me a dream that I never wanna wakeup you know what!?
Oscar Wilde said: “They have promised that dreams can came true- but forgot to mention that nightmares are- dreams too” I felt that no I experienced that. I’m tired just to tired.
“He was never mine but losing him broke my heart”
“The moral of my story is that, no what how much I try, no matter how much I want....... my story just don’t have happy ending”.
But then i meet her - her sparkling eyes have an ocean of sorrows, griefs but a shine, a hope just want to fix everything. She is a star that shines in dark on black sky at night, just breathtaking beauty.
“I was broken.
I meet you.
But you,,,,
You made me whole again”
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