This is a story about the first year of my relationship with the girl I loved a lot.
I suppose it actually starts back in the month of July ,year 2017.Obviously she was,of course, dating my best friend at the time, but sadly they were in a relationship only for a few weeks and it finally ended up on bad terms. While the time they were dating I had only seen her one time...one time! I didn’t really say or talk much to her as I am a very a shy and socially awkward person.Haha.
I think I managed to get a few hellos out of my zipped mouth but nothing more than that I suppose..
Comment on my memory lad,tihe next time I met her was on the 31st of October. To be honest I don’t really remember that night much since I was nearly black out drunk for the majority of it. By that time things seemed to be quite ok between her and my best friend and that’s how I started talking to her more than before...
In late the late part of November we were all talking in group chats,as in online community I am a lot less awkward and I am able to talk to other people freely, no awkwardness or shyness,so this was a great way for me to start talking to her,haha..
As I started to become more friendly with her I also started to realise that she’s not how my best friend made her out to be at all.She was different.
We started to hang out even more, and the more time I spent with her the closer I felt I was getting to her. There are quite a few people in our friends group, I couldn’t quite explain why.Silly me..But I felt like I had some sort of bond with her,a special bond,a strange one..like I could connect with her in a way that I couldn’t with the other people.Seriously...Usually I hate it when people hug me and all, but when she did it always felt warm,sweet and somewhat comforting
Where our relationship progressed was on the New Year's Eve, I had one of my most depressive episodes and ended up leaving all of the group chats I was in. At the time I just felt really really lonely, as if I’m destined to never be happy....
She ended up private messaging me, asking what was wrong and why I was feeling like that. There’s only a few people that know how much of a shit show my childhood was, I felt comfortable with talking about it with her. And she seemed to have the perfect response to everything. After a while I felt a little better about myself and I will never forget some of the things that she said to me that night.
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