Chapter 15

At home..

I feel releave after heard about what has happened with Alvin few years back.

Actually he was not forgetting me on purpose.

So how am I gonna start to fixed our communication?, I think I should be nice to him first, I said in my heart.

I am walking to the garden, I saw Alvin is sitting there while working with his laptop.

I am approaching him, and sitting near him while look at the garden.

Hmm..Alvin.., I said.

Alvin looked at me, he seems a bit surprised heard me talked with him.

Hmm.., he said while continue his working.

I haven't thank you for lend me your motorcycle..., Thank you.., I said.

Alvin stare at me.

Why was she suddenly becomes so nice, she hasn't spoked anything to me in 3 weeks, is there anything she wants for me?.

She seems different, her smile and her face more bright, was something happened?, was Randy talk to her about replacing me?, asked Alvin in his heart.

Hmm, you look so happy just now, said Alvin while continue his works.

Ya, because I just heard something that makes me happy, I said while smiling.

Ohh..what was all about?, asked Alvin.

Hmm something that can replaced the old thought, I said.

It seems I was right, Randy has spoken to her about the replacement.

So you were happy about the replacement?, asked Alvin.

Yes of course, it will change all the past, I said.

This stupid woman, she dare to said like that in front of me. Her happy faces is really annoying me.

Hump..I am busy now, don't bother me, said Alvin upsetly.

Oh, I am sorry, I.. just want to fixed our relationship and communication to be better, I said.

Alvin is not answering me, he just stunning at his laptop.

You asked me for a better relationships and communication so that you can be my sister in law, hump dream on.., said Alvin in his heart.

I am not willing to, said Alvin.

What? why?, am I that bad?, I asked.

I just don't want to, why should I explain it to you?, just leave me now, said Alvin.

He stared at me for seconds and turn away his looks to his laptop again.

I walk away from him, my heart feels hurt.

While Alvin stare at me from his seat.

She looks so sad, am I hurting her again?, why can't I control my anger, why should I prevent their way, Alvin..what was wrong with you.., I think I should soon canceling the engagement, and I soon ask Dyana to be my girlfriend, said Alvin in his heart.

Suddenly Randy came.

Hi Alvin.., said randy.

Hmm, you are here, are you releave now?, asked Alvin.

About what?, asked randy.

About your idea to replaced me, I said.

Ohh, was she told you?, asked randy.

Ya she told me a bout replacement and her happiness, said Alvin.

Hummpp, so what do you think?, you should thank me right?, asked Randy with his smile.

Why should I thank you, I don't want to see her here, she really annoyed me, said Alvin.

What? did you angry with her?, she just wanted to have a good relationships with you, said Randy.

I said no need, I will soon cancel the engagement, and after that I don't wanna see her again, said Alvin.

What!!, you are so stupid, don't regret it later, said Randy while walk out from the garden.

Why should I regret it?, it is not about me, maybe if I cancel it soon, you can also be together with her soon, hummpp but I think I won't let that happened, said Alvin in his heart.

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Meanwhile in my room..

Sis.. can I come in?, asked randy.

Yes Randy please come in, I said.

Randy open my room, and come approaching me, I am sitting in my study desk, while working with my laptop.

Hi Randy, what's wrong, your face looks unhappy, I asked with smile.

Sis, did Alvin hurted you again?, I just came from his place and heard that he just angry with you, asked Randy.

It's ok Randy, I can still handle it, I said with my bitter smile.

So...you.., still give him a chance right?, asked Randy.

I nodded my head.

Great..., I am so worried that you will give up on him after he was angry with you again, said randy while he stare at me.

Hmm, as long as he is not belongs to another girl, he still have a chance, I said.

Thank you sis, I really want you become our family, said Randy.

I always thought you as my brother, I said with smile.

Randy nodded his head and smile.

I need to go now, i have some work to do, said Randy.

Ok, see you around, I said.

I saw randy walk away from my room.

It is good if I have this kind of brother.., I said in my heart.

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At the college, at lunch time..

It is been a month and a half, there is no progress at all, I said in my heart.

Hi Kiran, said a voice.

Oh hi Andy, I said when i saw Andy walking by my side.

Have you have your lunch?, asked Andy

not yet, I just wanna go to the canteen, I said.

Wow great, i also haven't take my lunch, let's go together, he said.

I just nodded my head.

Hei are those Alvin and Dyana in front of us, asked Andy.

Ya those are Alvin and Dyana, they are both looks very happy, dyana even hold Alvin's hand.

Humm, I said, tried to covering my sad feeling in front of Andy.

I am his fiancee, but I can't do such thing, ya he never thought me as his fiancee, I said in my heart.

But suddenly I saw someone were installing a billboard in front of him.

It seems the billboard is still not installed properly, the people seems didn't aware that something happens with the billboard, I saw the billboard slowly off from its bonds.

Oh my God it almost full off from its bonds in seconds, and Alvin is walking near it, it could hurt his head if it is fully off, I said while running fast to Alvin.

Alvin look out..., I said while pull his hand, after pull him away from it, i tried to save myself but since Dyana also hold his other hand, it makes more heavy, and I have a bit late to save myself, I was fall down and some of the billboard edge hit my feet.

Ugh, I said.

Kiran!, said Andy worried. He run through me.

Are you ok?, asked Andy.

I just nodded my head, but I think my foot is hurt soo much, it is bleeding. I saw Alvin's face, he seems shocked.

Can you stand up?, asked Andy.

I tried, I said while trying to stand up.

Suddenly I saw Alvin released Dyana hand grip and he is pushing Andy aside. He take me and carry me in his hands.

Hold me tight, I will bring you the clinic, he said.

I can only hold him tightly, I can feel his heart beating so fast.

Is he worrying about me, I said in my heart.

I looked at his face, he seems pale and worried.

We are arriving at clinic, the doctor is checking on my foot.

Hmm what is this, asked the doctor when he saw my foot.

Oh..that is the scar from my previous wound, I said.

Ya that was scar after I got hurt after saved Alvin at my village, now I also hurt at the same place and saved the same person, I said in my heart.

Hmm your wound not to deep, but you need to be careful otherwise we need to asked you to go to hospital for a surgery, said the doctor.

I nodded my head.

Alvin look at my scar and wound.

Ugh..something is wrong when I saw her scar, ugh my head feels hurt, said Alvin, he can't hold it, and he fainted.

Alvin!, said Dyana who is following him to the clinic, andy also is in the clinic.

Alvin!, I said, I am also worried about him.

Did he also get hurt?, why suddenly he fainted, I asked in my heart.

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Doctor has check up on Alvin, and he didn't found any thing that could possible hurt him.

in 30 minutes Alvin wakeup, Dyana was sitting next to his bed, while I lay down in the bed next to his with Andy sitting next to my bed.

I get up from my lay down when I saw Alvin a wake.

Alvin are you alright? me and Dyana asked at the sametime.

I am ok, said alvin.

You are scaring me Alvin, you suddenly fainted, did you feel anything weird in your body?, asked Dyana.

No, I don't know after I saw.., how is your wound Kiran?, asked Alvin without continuing his explanation.

It is fine, doctor has been taking care of me, I can walk, I said with smile.

Hump, if you are ok, you can leave us now, let me take care of my boyfriend, said Dyana upsetly because it seems Alvin was very care with her.

Your..your..boyfriend?, asked me.

Yes, Alvin has just asked me to be his girlfriend, said Dyana happily.

I looked at Alvin's face, he turn away his face from me.

Oh..congratulations for both of you, since you were ok, we can go now Andy, I said with andy.

Andy nodded his head and he is helping me to walk.

Alvin standup from his lay.

Kiran wait, I will take you home, he said.

Alvin, she has Andy that can take care of him, said Dyana.

No thank you Alvin, I can go back by my self, I said while continuing my walk.

Alvin run into me, he grab my hand and push Andy away. He hold me tightly, come on let's go home, he said softly.

Andy just stare at me and him, but he let Alvin to carry me.

Alvin!, you just awake from your consciousness and she is fine, she can take care of herself, said Dyana upsetly while watching Alvin is holding me tightly.

Sorry Dyana, I need take care of her, said Alvin.

Alvin, it is ok, I can go by myself, I said.

Shut up!, or I need to carry you again, said Alvin upsetly.

Alvin take me to his car, wait here, I will bring your bag and my bag first, said Alvin, and he just run to the class.

In minutes he is back with my bag and his bag.

I have inform the lecturer that we have and accident so we can't join the subject, he said while preparing the car.

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In the car...

Kiran, how is your scar in your foot made?, asked Alvin.

Hmm it was made by an accident, when I saved someone closed to me, i said.

When it happened?, asked Alvin.

when I was 5, why are you asking?, I asked.

I don't know why I was fainted after seeing that scar, my head was hurt so much, said Alvin.

So he fainted because he was seen the scar, was he remembering something?, I asked in my heart.

Was the scar related to me?, asked Alvin.

I just be quiet, I don't want to answer the question, I don't want him to pity on me.

Kirana tell me, is it related to me?, asked Alvin again.

Alvin, if you couldn't remembered anything about it so just believe it was not related to you, I said.

But..did you knew that I have lost my memory when I was 6?, I can't remembered anything before it, said Alvin.

So maybe we were not fated eachother, God want you to forget all about me, I said in my heart.

Kiran, why didn't you answer my question?, asked Alvin.

Hmm just focus on driving Alvin, maybe somedays you will know, I said.

I wanna know now, said Alvin while move his car aside and stop.

Now tell me the truth!. said Alvin.

Alvin what are you doing this, why were you suspecting this has related to you, this could be just coincidence, I said.

Don't lie to me Kiran, I always get my head hurt when I remembered a piece of memory from the past, I am sure this should be related to me, said Alvin strongly.

It has..it has nothings to do with you, I said softly.

Alvin grab my face close to his face, and hold my face tightly, I can't move it.

If you dare lie again I will kiss you, now tell me the truth, said Alvin while staring at my face.

You..you are crazy Alvin, let go of my face, I said while try to pull his hand from my face.

You don't want to tell me, so you asked for it, said Alvin, he kisses me while he hold my hand that try to release my face from his hand, and his other hand hold my face tightly.

What, he just took my first kiss, I said in my heart.

Hummnnn, in seconds I feel can accepted his kissed, but then I realized, that he has a girl friend.

I am struggling hardly, and release from his kissed.

Alvin, are you crazy?, why are you doing that!, I said upsetly.

I give you 10 seconds to answer my questions, or I will repeated on kissing you, he said.

You.., fine..fine, just let me go first, I said.

No, you tell me now, he said.

How can I tell you with your face in front of me like this, I said.

Just talk now, said Alvin again.

Sigh, fine...

It was happened when you were living at your grandpa's house for one year. You were so closed to me at that time, one day you where chased by a dog, you were almost fallen into a hole, I saved you but it turned that I was the one who fallen into the hole, in the hole there was a sharp bamboo, and my foot was hurt by it, and it made this scare, I said.

Alvin release his hands.

So now it happened again, you were hurt again at the same place because of saved me again, said Alvin.

It is not a big deal, don't be over thinking, I said.

Alvin start to drive his car slowly.

So that is why you accept the engagement, what is our the relationship when we were a child?, asked Alvin.

I don't wanna talk about it, just forget it ok, since you officially has a girlfriend now, just don't think about it anymore, I said.

I will accept your rejection, I said while smiling at him.

Alvin quiet for seconds.

Why didn't you tell me about our past from the first, asked Alvin.

I tried to tell you last time when we were talked in the garden. but.. just forget it Alvin, I don't wanna talk about it anymore, it is no used, I said with my bitter smile.

But last time you weren't you talk about replacement?, asked Alvin in his heart.

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aunty is worrying about me when she saw me hurt.

Alvin tell her the whole stories.

She took me to my room with Alvin.

Mom, can I talk to you?, asked Alvin.

aunty nodded her hear.

Both of them are living me.

Mom, did you know my relationship with kiran when i was 5?, I asked.

Why are you asking, asked mom.

I...when I saw her scar in her foot, my head feels hurt, and it seems I tried to remembered something in the past, said Alvin.

Hmm, actually I also didn't know the detail, but your grandpa knew. That is why he arranged the engagement for you it because he knew that you like her so much in the past, you even didn't want to separate with her.

Only 2 days after you came back here, you got sick, you always called a name, cuty deer, I thought it was a name that you gave for a girl, I think you missed her a lot, so you got sick and hard fever and it turned you to lost some of your memories, said mom.

Why no body tell me about this, said Alvin upsetly.

Because once you remembered your past, it will always hurt your head, so we don't want you feels hurt in your head, so we never push you to remember your past, said mom.

So I do have relation with her in the past, and only her that remember it while I didn't remember anything about her.

I always rejected her, It must be hurt her so much, and now she knew that I have officially be dyana's boyfriend, said Alvin in his heart.

Alvin, mom has decided will not pushing you for your engagement, if Kirana also willing to cancel the engagement, i will not push her.

If you didn't feel anything to her please say it softly, kirana is a good girl, she is not like other girl, mom like her, but if you still can't accept her just explain to her ok, said mom.

Alvin nodded his head.

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Alvin walk into Kirana's room.

I was reading a book when he came.

Kiran, may I talk?, asked Alvin.

Hmm, i said while nodded my head.

Alvin is sitting next to my bed.

About our past, I really didn't remember anything, he said.

Alvin, that is ok, the past is the past, you can't always remember it all, now you have a new future, I am happy for you.., just accept me as your childhood friend, i said with my bitter smile.

Alvin stare at me for a moment.

It is ok Alvin, I don't want you to feel guilty because I have hurt from saving you.

I also don't wanna have any relation because you are pitying me.

We can still be a friend ok.., I said it again even my heart feel hurt so much.

Fine..from now on I will be your good good good friend, said Alvin with his smile.

I nodded my head, my heart feel more hurt when he say it, but it makes me happy when I saw he smile at me.

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