My Heart Needs Your Heart
FEW MINUTES
Jungkook took his jacket off and turned around
Taehyung
Can you tell me where you were? You didn't answer any of my texts.
Taehyung was standing there, his arms crossed and his leg shaking. He had been waiting for hours, he had planned many things for them but his boyfriend didn't even bother answering his calls nor his texts, disturbing Taehyung's plans.
Jungkook
I'm sorry baby, my phone died like 4 hours ago and-
Taehyung
You were with him, weren't you?
Jungkook
Him? Now you won't even say his name? Jimin's my best friend since I can remember! Why do you hate him so much?
Taehyung
Because he's a fucking whore !
Jungkook took a step back, a scoff coming out of his mouth.
Jungkook
You've got to be kidding me. When are you going to understand that it only happened once? And we weren't even together at the time!
Taehyung
That's your words.
Taehyung mumbled before walking to the couch, plopping onto it. Jungkook followed, standing right in front of his boyfriend.
Jungkook
What is wrong with you? Why are you getting mad at me for spending time with my best friend? Because we fucked once when we were 17?! That's why you're mad at me?"
Taehyung stood up, a few inches away from Jungkook.
Taehyung
You want to know why? Because you spend all your fucking time with him! Tell me when was the last time we ate together? When was the last time we didn't just fuck and sleep right away? Tell me when was the last fucking time you said you loved me! Tell me!
Tears ran down both of their faces. Jungkook's legs were shaking, and he felt like his heart was about to explode, those words, all the things that Taehyung said were true, but he loved him! He always had loved him and he didn't understand why Taehyung would think otherwise.
Jungkook
Taehyung, i... You know I love you. You're the love of my life.
He inhaled sharply, as more tears threatened to come out.
Jungkook
If I spend so much time with Jimin lately it's because he's helping me with-
Jungkook
Wh-What? Taehyung baby!
He reached for Taehyung's face but the older looked away.
Taehyung
I don't want to hear your dumb excuses and i... I don't want to see your fucking face again, just leave
And at that moment, Jungkook's heart shattered, the pieces spreading everywhere and all he could say, for the last time:
Jungkook
I love you, Taehyung.
He felt like his body would collapse at any moment as he left his apartment, tears running down his face.
He got in his car, he didn't even notice the rain pouring on the windows nor his phone buzzing as he drove fast, heading to nowhere, he just needed to think, he needed time, he needed to feel something, anything but the aching pain in his chest.
Maybe that's why it didn't hurt when his car crashed into that tunnel wall.
As soon as Tae heard Jungkook's car start, Taehyung realized what had just happened, he didn't want to hurt Jungkook, he swore that he would never hurt him so how could he not keep his promise? He ran out of the apartment, leaving the lights on and the door open. Jungkook's car was already out of sight but he kept running, his lungs felt cold, his hair and clothes were soaked, but he kept running.
Until he heard a deafening sound, and his heart stopped; For a second, but he couldn't move, his feet were stuck into the ground, he had no strength in his legs anymore.
He didn't see the flashing red lights. He didn't hear the siren. He was paralyzed.
Then the ambulance drove past him and he started feeling again. He ran, faster than he ever did, following it.
There he saw him, the love of his life, laying next to a destroyed car, blood covering his body. He tried to run to him but someone stopped him, ignoring his screams and cries
Taehyung
Let me go! That's my boyfriend.
Taehyung
Please let me go! I need to see him, i.....
Taehyung
Please let me go...
He was crying, and he couldn't stop if he wanted to, but he didn't. He couldn't stop, he couldn't breathe, he was numb.
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FEW MINUTES - 2
Doctor
If only we had been there Few minutes earlier, we might have been able to do something but... I'm sincerely sorry.
Taehyung woke up, tears all over his tired face. He woke up alone, and the house felt unusually quiet. It felt like an unfinished piece of work, the candles melted down on the table, the half-emptied glass of wine, the jacket laying on the entrance floor, and the oddly deafening silence. He sat down on the couch and stared at the wall. He stayed this way for a moment, just staring at the white wall, numb again.
Jungkook
"Taehyung, i... You know I love you. You're the love of my life" " I love you, Taehyung"
He heard his voice all over again, he saw him standing next to the small table, tears rolling down his face, telling him how much he loved him. He kept thinking that he would come back anytime soon so he texted him-
Taehyung
✉️Come home... I miss you
But then he got a call from his best friend Yoongi.
Yoongi
Hey, Taehyung. How are you holding up? Do you want me to come over? I can leave you alone if you need time... I hope you're okay, we all hope that you're okay. Please, be okay... For Jungkook.
He hung up, letting his phone fall on the floor as he brought his knees to his chest, burying his face inside of them. He didn't want to believe it and how could he believe that his boyfriend, the smart boy who helped him with his homework when they were still in high school, the boy he convinced to join a band at 17, the boy that he always knew he would spend his life with was gone? How could he believe that after 5 years together, the one person he ever loved was gone forever?
Taehyung
📩Taehyung, I know the past few days have been hard for you, and I understand that you need time, but Jungkook's funeral is today and I thought that maybe... I don't even know just please, text me, tell me that you're okay, I miss you.
Taehyung picked up his phone and put it back down after reading the message, he was laying on his bed, it had been two days since it happened but his heart never stopped aching, he would cry every minute of every hour, trying to figure out what the hell was happening.
Taehyung
How did that even happen? We were just talking two days ago and he... He was happy. He was doing just fine I don't-
Someone knocked on his door but he didn't answer. It knocked again, twice, then a voice came out .
Jimin
Taehyung? It's Jimin.
Jimin
Jungkook's best friend... I know you're here I heard you talking and... I'm sorry, maybe you don't want to talk about him, especially with me, but I need to talk to someone... please
Taehyung
What do you want to talk about?
He opened the door on a seemingly tired Jimin. His eyes were puffy and red, he looked like he hadn't slept in days. Taheyung sighed.
FEW MINUTES - 3
Taehyung
"Do you want anything to drink? I have... Tea?
Jimin nodded as he sat on the couch, his eyes wandering around the house.
Jimin
I'm sorry, maybe you didn't want to see me or hear me, but I just... I needed to talk, and I know you do too.
His eyes landed on Taehyung.
Jimin
And I wanted to explain something to you.
Taehyung sat down on the other side of the couch, handing Jimin his tea.
Jimin
I know Jungkook spent a lot of time with me before... You know. And he told me that you didn't like me, if not that you hated me. And I mean, I get it we have history but it's all in the past and-
Taehyung
Why are you telling me this, Jimin?
Jimin
I am sorry. What I mean is, there was nothing between us. He loved you.
His voice started breaking but he kept going
Jimin
I liked him, and I'm sure he knew, and you did too, but he knew I'd never try anything with him, never. That's why he trusted me with this.
He searched through his pockets and took out a small box.
Jimin
Don't open it now, I think it would be better for you to be alone when you do.
Taehyung took the little box in his hand, noticing the golden inscription on the top "to the love of my life"
Taehyung
Thank you, Jimin.
Jimin
You shouldn't thank me, I'd be a terrible best friend to Jungkook if I never gave you that. There's something else I need to tell you and then I'll go. Please come to his funeral this afternoon. I know you might not want to go out or any of this but please, do it for him, I don't think he'd want you isolating yourself, and your friend Yoongi came to see me and he seemed... Desperate, we all want you to be okay but Yoongi thinks that... You don't want to acknowledge what happened, and that's why you're isolating yourself and I don't know if that's true but if you are, please come, I think it will help you.
Jimin stood up and left Taehyung alone with his thoughts. And there were plenty.
Why would he go to Jungkook's funeral? To see his lifeless body once more and break whatever was left of his heart again? Why would he put himself through such pain again? Once was enough, he didn't need Yoongi or Jimin's stupid advice.
But maybe Jimin was right, and Jungkook wouldn't want him to stay alone for so long.
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