This novel is a short story's

It contains romance , violence, cringe stuff and adult stuff

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It is 18+

it's my first novel so help me if I make mistakes

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Hey! my self Emma I am 22 years old and I have a crush on my Science tutor.

He is 6'1 with ocean eyes and brown hair and he has a muscular body with broad shoulders , i never asked he age but i guess he would be 25 or 26 cause he doesn't look so old.

...Morning...

I was cooking in the kitchen, and preparing a dish for myself. I don't live with my parents cause they live in another state,

Suddenly bell rings

...Ding dong ~...

I opened the door and my tutor was standing in front of me. What are you doing here I asked

Can I come in? He asked

Yes sure

He came inside and sat on the dinner table in front of the kitchen.

While i was preparing the dish I asked

You seem drunk, are you sad? Are you okay

He Exhales~

I had an interview today, It went well and I got selected by the company.

It is good news, then why are you sad Tutor ? I asked

Don't call me a tutor cause i might not be able to take your classes anymore .

Ooh! I put a spoon down on the plate. My eyes filled tears cause I was feeling sad that i might not be able to see him more from tomorrow.

with a heavy voice I asked would you like to have dinner with me.

Yes sure~ He gets up and comes close to me

He was standing behind me, i could feel his jacket hitting my sweater.

What are you preparing for dinner? He asked with curiosity like he is way too much hunger

He whispered "Alex" in my ears.

I turned towards him and asked

Alex? What!?

My name is Alex ~ You might not be able to call me a tutor anymore that's why, i told you my name memorised it.

Okay Alex~ i replied

I am free for two days would you like to have dinner at my place? He asked

Okay, you can send me location and timing, i will try my best to get on time

He picks up sticky notes and writes his address and time on it.

He leaves after dinner.

I was laying in bed and rolling from one side

 to another. I was very excited for dinner with my Tutor, oh! wait not tutor anymore.

Alex~ I will miss my Alex from tomorrow.What should I do with a sad expression.

...Next Day...

I selected a wine colour dress, I bought it in case if i ever have dinner with my boyfriend I will wear it. Though he is not my boyfriend but I love him and i don't want any regrets to make.

Evening ~

I rang the bell, and he opened the door.

There were 2 more people inside already, i thought he only asked me, i really want to leave now cause they all were wearing casual clothes and only I was dressed like it was my Expensive date. Way too odd and uncomfortable.

.

I sat on the dining table with two other people.

He is my best friend Leo and his girlfriend Ava . He introduced them.

Hiii My self Emma, with confidence

Hi! Emma, nice to meet you, Can I ask your relation? Leo asked with curiosity

She is a student I used to teach, Alex answered.

But not anymore! I replied with a sad voice.

Okay let's cheer for Alex's new job. and for his new life in Rome.

{Rome is a city in Italy}

Are you really going to Rome? I asked with shock

Yes, but after 2-3 days. He replied in a casual

 way.

Was it really nothing or I was hurt because of my imaginations I made for him.

I drank a whole glass of wine. And refilled it

I drank another glass, cheering for your great future.

Hey, Emma slow down girl you seem drunk,

 Leo laughs

None of your concern, can I use the restroom I asked Alex.

Yes sure,

The washroom was in the Alex room.

I stand in front of the mirror, and a drop of tear rolls down my cheeks.

The girl standing in front of me was looking like a fool and a miserable person.

I walk out of the room and it looks like Leo and Ava have already left.

Still I asked Alex~ Where are they?

They left for home. he replies

So soon, I asked while pouring myself a glass of water.

He was standing in the kitchen and cleaning the kitchen

I stand by his side.

Hey Emma, Do you have feelings for me?

He asked without any notice,

No, I don't have any feelings for you. I replied while looking at the floor

He grabs my waist and makes me sit at the kitchen counter.

Really, you don't have any feelings for me He asked while his hands were resting on my waist.

I think you are drunk, and it's getting late I think i should leave

He brings he hand on my cheeks and kisses me suddenly. But I like you he whispers.

I pushed him, are you out of your mind, what am I to you?

You never told me about going to Rome and now before leaving you telling me that you like me.

So are you angry because i didn't tell you about going to Rome?

Yes I am, so what?

I thought you only called me for dinner, but then i suddenly saw your friends, You should have told me before your plans. I made a fool of myself by wearing this dress while you all were dressed casually.

But you are looking very beautiful in this dress. He replies

His eyes were stuck on me.

Hey! I am sorry , he apologises with serious voice.

I should have told you before inviting anyone else I am sorry.

Can you forgive me now, and have dinner with me?

I am not hungry, I don't want to eat i replied while wiping my tears.

Silly girl